Wednesday, August 18, 2004

blogging for the last time... haix.. probably online for the last time too.. sobs... i really really gonna miss every single one tat i noe... seriously.. i am not gonna delete my blog so u pple can tag though i dun tink anyone would and i dun tink i will come online anymore even in the hols.. haix.. i dunnoe.. it seems to super fast can.. jus tml!! imagine tml at this time i am at taiwan for half a year!!!argh!! sobs.. i can't bear to part singapore cux i jus love singapore!!!! jia you pple kx!! best wishes and good luckk!!! hope tat when i return everyone will be happy as ever!! yayy!! i have drawn my cutee little yellow sunflower and bringing it over... so tat i can still smile when i look at it.. i am pasting it on my cupboard...hehex...

buaix!!! jia you kx!! smile!!:)

CLOSED----BUAIX!
yuxi croaked @ 6:00 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

i love my yellow sunflower... she is smiling at me on my comp!! giving me motivation!! seriously!! cheering me up when i am soooo depressed cux it is jus 2 more days... it enlightened me suddenly!! happy or sad the two days have to pass... so why not choose HAPPY?! new yuxi theory!!yayayay!! so i shall be happy and spend the last two days meaningfully and keep it in my heart... thanks carin for this wonderful cuteee sunflower.. i cannot bring it wif me unfortunately..:(.. but i gonna take a pic of it and it will keep me up in times of depression!!:)...
yuxi croaked @ 8:42 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

today supposed to be "post mortem" but i was deceived by dearest batch ten.. hahax.. but wat a surprise!! thankx so much.. though i sorta expected it to be post mortem cum party or sumthing lidat.. but i din expected it to be so surprising.. hahax.. i even prepared for post mortem:S..hahax.. at first biqi smsed me to ask me where i was then she told me snrs and tchrs will be going...hahax.. then say her bus broke down so wait at the bus stop wif jesslyn and jiin shiuan.. hmmm.. actually it was a trick!! notti gals.. hahax..

BUT i am really touched..

really.. seriously.. I LOVE U BATCH 10!! really... thankx for the party.. thankx for everything.. i really dunnoe how to show my feelings tat is why maybe i dun show if i am happy/sad... but i am touched.. really...CARIN!! heard tat u called up grace to ask wat flavour of cake i like?!thankx!! very touch le...thankx batch 10!! i love the cake!!i love the party!!i love the yellow photoalbum.. it holds so much of our memories!!!really really very very touched... thankx bert!! for the book, the msg, the book u made...u stayed up to 3 to make it for me....:)...thanks!!thankx xuou for the beautiful jigsaw puzzle u made!! it is better than anything and is really priceless.. sorry tat u hurt ur finger!! but it is really sweet!!thankx biqi for the secretive present u gave me!!i dun bear to open it cux it is so nice!! handmade also!!! thankx for giving up ur home econs to do my pressie!! i shall open it when i feel the saddest, the most unhappy moments... :)thankx carin for the lovely sunflower!!! so pretty and yellowish!! actually, i can really feel the sincerity from the bottom of all ur hearts and is really happy!

i will forever remember batch 10 and nysc, this wonderful group of people tat works wonders.. the times we had at council room, the beautiful memories, the times we cried... the moments of stress where we undergo together, hand in hand.. maybe next time we will be drifted apart... but no matter wat, batch 10 will be in my heart and even till i am wif all white hair and be an old ah por, i will still rmb tat when i am sec 2, i knew this incredible batch... and i will forever be a batch 10nr...forever

oh man.. i am pouring like crazy...
yuxi croaked @ 12:01 AM

Friday, August 13, 2004

this might be my last template le... sobx... gonna miss my dearie bloggie... FROGGIES ROX! ...hehex.. so cutee... one thing is tat they are not yellow.. too bad..

have been thinking alot over the past few days.. am i making the rite decision? zhu yin fu hao is so damn difficult lorx.. as compared to han yu pin yin.. han yu pin yin is jux eng alphabets... i dunnoe how i am gonna start everything all over again and adapt to the change.. it is really gonna be a tough time for me.. i have to overcome all my fears and face something i have never had and expected in my life.. wat will my future be like? wat will i be in future? where are my frenx gonna be in future? really very confused... did i make the rite decision?luckily yuxuan and zihui are still by me... then got alot of pple go before me and i dun feel so scared.. at least i noe how i look like a year later.... jux fears lorx... my father says everyone will be lidat at this point of time... jux 6 more days left... and i will be to this strange and distant place, away from home.. pple, will u all remember me? i very scared lorx... i feel like i have been separated frm everything and everyone i loved.. i wanna be back soon.. so i hope i will come back for university.. hopefully.. but i tink i will change my mind... haix... dunnoe... jux feel kinda sad lorx... maybe jux blues... everything is jus so different... the lang, the studies, the style.... but since yuxuan and zihui and the rest overcome it, i am sure i can do it rite?
yuxi croaked @ 6:01 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

whee~~back frm my trip!! it rocks!! so fun!! went to redang in malaysia...so shiok!! the sand so fine and the water so clear... and i got tan!! yayayaya! hope it doesn't fade:)the trip is like super long.. 7 hours bus ride,40 min to the harbour, 1 hour boat ride... went wif my family, my 2 aunts, my uncle and his wife, my aunt's fren, my father's fren and his two sons, my mom and aunt's gd fren/business partner/ex schoolmate and her son whom i noe before we were born, zhipeng and his sis, siping... whee~ i am jux 1 cm shorter than zhipeng even though he is older by 1 year!!wahahahaha!!gogo yuxi!!grow taller...but my father's fren the elder son sec 1 only than like 170+ le.. whoa...

the trip there is super tiring.. oh ya.. at the malaysia causeway,the person almost dun let me go in cux he say the pic dun look like me.. omg.. so scary.. have to change pic le.. it really dun look like me.. luckily my aunts and uncles were saying i grew older le.. the pic was taken 4 yrs ago.. my pic all dun look like me de... went in the night and slept and wake up... very tired.. and the boat ride quite jerky and felt like puking but luckily i din...when we arrive, it is bout 11+ le when we leave in the night at 10? whoa.. damn long journey.... went snorkling which is quite fun... can see the fishes in the water.. so big!!swimming wif the fish.. then my uncle got bitten on the leg cux his leg is hairy and the fishes most prob think tat it is some worm or something.. haha...

din really do much tat day... cux very tired also... played sand wif siping and my sis.. hahax.. that night the sky full of stars.. so nice... whoa.. the scenery there rox man!

next day my parents and sis went back le.. quite wasted.. travel so long for jux half day.. travelling time more than anything else... went on jungle trekking.. the mountain something like bukit timah lidat... but the road not as straight and of cux more exciting... hehex...the scenery on top of the hill rock!! so nicee!! then my film blast off the last min when i wanna take the nice view!! ARGHHHHHHHH!! almost killed myself...walk until so chem le then cannot capture the moment... the water so clear!!siping's foot got injuries then zhipeng piggyback her up.. so nice!! a moment of warmth and kinship..hahax... we took a boat back to our resort again then went to prepare for lunch...went to play sand wif siping again.. she so cute lorx.. hahax.. same age as my youngest sis... after lunch went to the beach wif zhipeng and siping.. we built sandcastles...hahax.. rejuvenating my youth..

then went canoeing!! my uncle and his wife on boat then me and zhipeng another one.. the boat is so super heavy can... dragged it down... we followed my uncle's boat across to the other beach.. so shiok!! so fun.. luckily zhipeng learn dragon boat before and he teach me.. very tiring also... but we follow the tides....finally we reach the other beach and he have to go snorkling again so the boat there then we decided to take turns wif my uncle to canoe back... my uncle and his wife went first and we were sitting by the beach watering ourselves.. hahax.. then suddenly my uncle and his wife came back... their boat overturned!! cux the waves too big and we have to canoe against the wave... my uncle's wife injuried her leg.. poor thing... i decided to risk and go wif my uncle to try again... but we also overturn.. so fun! overturning is fun:).. hahax.. so funny.. my uncle was saying one more wave, we will overturn and sure enough, we overturned... hahax... went to ask for help to carry the boats back and we found out tat we are not supposed to canoe across the line.. ops.. die.. hahax..luckily i din canoe back wif my uncle's wife cux she dunnoe how to swim and we will both die..

swim wif my aunt,my uncle's wife,siping and her mom.. so fun... playing wif siping so fun lorx.. she so cute... i bluff her say i am african and i stupid de.. i only noe how to write "Shan"(mountain) and dunnoe anything else and i eat human hair and wanna eat her hair... hahax...she actually believed lorx.. her mom say lahx.. she say i never laugh when i said all this and she dun dare to tell anyone she noe me cux she dunnoe someone so stupid.. hahax.. so cute!!we splashed in the water and play wif the tides...after tat played v.ball wif zhipeng and the two boys and their father... okiex.. my skills suck from start and plus 2 mths never train le and my skills like shit.. in the end, zhipeng and i play the ball in practising style.. jux digging.. my skills showed improvements lahx.. zhipeng is good... feel so pai seh.. then some pple saw us and joined in... i din really play much cux my team pple all very active de... and the whole thing only got one good ball.. sobx...

next day which is yesterday have to set off early in the morning le... wanted to watch sunrise at first but no sun cux covered by the clouds.. sadd...so scary when we took the boat... one of the two engines suddenly stopped working and there are fumes coming out...the speed got reduced by half and we travelled damn slowly...luckily two boats saw us and they turn back after they reach the harbour to rescue us... we stopped in the middle of the ocean and transferred boats.. as soon as we stopped, siping vomitted and one of the two sons vomitted...the other one wanted to puke but could'nt...my aunt also vomitted.. she haven been feeling well since the second day.. poor thing...

the journey very long but play wif siping all the way... got sleep also... damn malu when siping ask her mom in front of everyone(her bro and my aunt) if i can give birth?!!..gosh... so pai seh.. her mom dunnoe how to reply and my aunt gave me weird looks...her bro pretended not to hear and i went beetroot... but the fun thing is tat she malu her bro by saying i am taller than him even when he is older.. wahahaha.. she so cute.. we played those kiddy games and i rejuvenated my youth again.. there was a traffic jam and very long lorx.. sian.. but home at last!!

whoa.. long entry!! last but not least, happy bdae singaporE!! i love u!! hahax.. i am so patriotic..yay!!1100++words!!
yuxi croaked @ 10:56 AM