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2004-08-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

blogging for the last time... haix.. probably online for the last time too.. sobs... i really really gonna miss every single one tat i noe... seriously.. i am not gonna delete my blog so u pple can tag though i dun tink anyone would and i dun tink i will come online anymore even in the hols.. haix.. i dunnoe.. it seems to super fast can.. jus tml!! imagine tml at this time i am at taiwan for half a year!!!argh!! sobs.. i can't bear to part singapore cux i jus love singapore!!!! jia you pple kx!! best wishes and good luckk!!! hope tat when i return everyone will be happy as ever!! yayy!! i have drawn my cutee little yellow sunflower and bringing it over... so tat i can still smile when i look at it.. i am pasting it on my cupboard...hehex...

buaix!!! jia you kx!! smile!!:)

CLOSED----BUAIX!

2004-08-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

i love my yellow sunflower... she is smiling at me on my comp!! giving me motivation!! seriously!! cheering me up when i am soooo depressed cux it is jus 2 more days... it enlightened me suddenly!! happy or sad the two days have to pass... so why not choose HAPPY?! new yuxi theory!!yayayay!! so i shall be happy and spend the last two days meaningfully and keep it in my heart... thanks carin for this wonderful cuteee sunflower.. i cannot bring it wif me unfortunately..:(.. but i gonna take a pic of it and it will keep me up in times of depression!!:)...

2004-08-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

today supposed to be "post mortem" but i was deceived by dearest batch ten.. hahax.. but wat a surprise!! thankx so much.. though i sorta expected it to be post mortem cum party or sumthing lidat.. but i din expected it to be so surprising.. hahax.. i even prepared for post mortem:S..hahax.. at first biqi smsed me to ask me where i was then she told me snrs and tchrs will be going...hahax.. then say her bus broke down so wait at the bus stop wif jesslyn and jiin shiuan.. hmmm.. actually it was a trick!! notti gals.. hahax..

BUT i am really touched..

really.. seriously.. I LOVE U BATCH 10!! really... thankx for the party.. thankx for everything.. i really dunnoe how to show my feelings tat is why maybe i dun show if i am happy/sad... but i am touched.. really...CARIN!! heard tat u called up grace to ask wat flavour of cake i like?!thankx!! very touch le...thankx batch 10!! i love the cake!!i love the party!!i love the yellow photoalbum.. it holds so much of our memories!!!really really very very touched... thankx bert!! for the book, the msg, the book u made...u stayed up to 3 to make it for me....:)...thanks!!thankx xuou for the beautiful jigsaw puzzle u made!! it is better than anything and is really priceless.. sorry tat u hurt ur finger!! but it is really sweet!!thankx biqi for the secretive present u gave me!!i dun bear to open it cux it is so nice!! handmade also!!! thankx for giving up ur home econs to do my pressie!! i shall open it when i feel the saddest, the most unhappy moments... :)thankx carin for the lovely sunflower!!! so pretty and yellowish!! actually, i can really feel the sincerity from the bottom of all ur hearts and is really happy!

i will forever remember batch 10 and nysc, this wonderful group of people tat works wonders.. the times we had at council room, the beautiful memories, the times we cried... the moments of stress where we undergo together, hand in hand.. maybe next time we will be drifted apart... but no matter wat, batch 10 will be in my heart and even till i am wif all white hair and be an old ah por, i will still rmb tat when i am sec 2, i knew this incredible batch... and i will forever be a batch 10nr...forever

oh man.. i am pouring like crazy...

2004-08-13T18:01:00.000+08:00

this might be my last template le... sobx... gonna miss my dearie bloggie... FROGGIES ROX! ...hehex.. so cutee... one thing is tat they are not yellow.. too bad..

have been thinking alot over the past few days.. am i making the rite decision? zhu yin fu hao is so damn difficult lorx.. as compared to han yu pin yin.. han yu pin yin is jux eng alphabets... i dunnoe how i am gonna start everything all over again and adapt to the change.. it is really gonna be a tough time for me.. i have to overcome all my fears and face something i have never had and expected in my life.. wat will my future be like? wat will i be in future? where are my frenx gonna be in future? really very confused... did i make the rite decision?luckily yuxuan and zihui are still by me... then got alot of pple go before me and i dun feel so scared.. at least i noe how i look like a year later.... jux fears lorx... my father says everyone will be lidat at this point of time... jux 6 more days left... and i will be to this strange and distant place, away from home.. pple, will u all remember me? i very scared lorx... i feel like i have been separated frm everything and everyone i loved.. i wanna be back soon.. so i hope i will come back for university.. hopefully.. but i tink i will change my mind... haix... dunnoe... jux feel kinda sad lorx... maybe jux blues... everything is jus so different... the lang, the studies, the style.... but since yuxuan and zihui and the rest overcome it, i am sure i can do it rite?

2004-08-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

whee~~back frm my trip!! it rocks!! so fun!! went to redang in malaysia...so shiok!! the sand so fine and the water so clear... and i got tan!! yayayaya! hope it doesn't fade:)the trip is like super long.. 7 hours bus ride,40 min to the harbour, 1 hour boat ride... went wif my family, my 2 aunts, my uncle and his wife, my aunt's fren, my father's fren and his two sons, my mom and aunt's gd fren/business partner/ex schoolmate and her son whom i noe before we were born, zhipeng and his sis, siping... whee~ i am jux 1 cm shorter than zhipeng even though he is older by 1 year!!wahahahaha!!gogo yuxi!!grow taller...but my father's fren the elder son sec 1 only than like 170+ le.. whoa...

the trip there is super tiring.. oh ya.. at the malaysia causeway,the person almost dun let me go in cux he say the pic dun look like me.. omg.. so scary.. have to change pic le.. it really dun look like me.. luckily my aunts and uncles were saying i grew older le.. the pic was taken 4 yrs ago.. my pic all dun look like me de... went in the night and slept and wake up... very tired.. and the boat ride quite jerky and felt like puking but luckily i din...when we arrive, it is bout 11+ le when we leave in the night at 10? whoa.. damn long journey.... went snorkling which is quite fun... can see the fishes in the water.. so big!!swimming wif the fish.. then my uncle got bitten on the leg cux his leg is hairy and the fishes most prob think tat it is some worm or something.. haha...

din really do much tat day... cux very tired also... played sand wif siping and my sis.. hahax.. that night the sky full of stars.. so nice... whoa.. the scenery there rox man!

next day my parents and sis went back le.. quite wasted.. travel so long for jux half day.. travelling time more than anything else... went on jungle trekking.. the mountain something like bukit timah lidat... but the road not as straight and of cux more exciting... hehex...the scenery on top of the hill rock!! so nicee!! then my film blast off the last min when i wanna take the nice view!! ARGHHHHHHHH!! almost killed myself...walk until so chem le then cannot capture the moment... the water so clear!!siping's foot got injuries then zhipeng piggyback her up.. so nice!! a moment of warmth and kinship..hahax... we took a boat back to our resort again then went to prepare for lunch...went to play sand wif siping again.. she so cute lorx.. hahax.. same age as my youngest sis... after lunch went to the beach wif zhipeng and siping.. we built sandcastles...hahax.. rejuvenating my youth..

then went canoeing!! my uncle and his wife on boat then me and zhipeng another one.. the boat is so super heavy can... dragged it down... we followed my uncle's boat across to the other beach.. so shiok!! so fun.. luckily zhipeng learn dragon boat before and he teach me.. very tiring also... but we follow the tides....finally we reach the other beach and he have to go snorkling again so the boat there then we decided to take turns wif my uncle to canoe back... my uncle and his wife went first and we were sitting by the beach watering ourselves.. hahax.. then suddenly my uncle and his wife came back... their boat overturned!! cux the waves too big and we have to canoe against the wave... my uncle's wife injuried her leg.. poor thing... i decided to risk and go wif my uncle to try again... but we also overturn.. so fun! overturning is fun:).. hahax.. so funny.. my uncle was saying one more wave, we will overturn and sure enough, we overturned... hahax... went to ask for help to carry the boats back and we found out tat we are not supposed to canoe across the line.. ops.. die.. hahax..luckily i din canoe back wif my uncle's wife cux she dunnoe how to swim and we will both die..

swim wif my aunt,my uncle's wife,siping and her mom.. so fun... playing wif siping so fun lorx.. she so cute... i bluff her say i am african and i stupid de.. i only noe how to write "Shan"(mountain) and dunnoe anything else and i eat human hair and wanna eat her hair... hahax...she actually believed lorx.. her mom say lahx.. she say i never laugh when i said all this and she dun dare to tell anyone she noe me cux she dunnoe someone so stupid.. hahax.. so cute!!we splashed in the water and play wif the tides...after tat played v.ball wif zhipeng and the two boys and their father... okiex.. my skills suck from start and plus 2 mths never train le and my skills like shit.. in the end, zhipeng and i play the ball in practising style.. jux digging.. my skills showed improvements lahx.. zhipeng is good... feel so pai seh.. then some pple saw us and joined in... i din really play much cux my team pple all very active de... and the whole thing only got one good ball.. sobx...

next day which is yesterday have to set off early in the morning le... wanted to watch sunrise at first but no sun cux covered by the clouds.. sadd...so scary when we took the boat... one of the two engines suddenly stopped working and there are fumes coming out...the speed got reduced by half and we travelled damn slowly...luckily two boats saw us and they turn back after they reach the harbour to rescue us... we stopped in the middle of the ocean and transferred boats.. as soon as we stopped, siping vomitted and one of the two sons vomitted...the other one wanted to puke but could'nt...my aunt also vomitted.. she haven been feeling well since the second day.. poor thing...

the journey very long but play wif siping all the way... got sleep also... damn malu when siping ask her mom in front of everyone(her bro and my aunt) if i can give birth?!!..gosh... so pai seh.. her mom dunnoe how to reply and my aunt gave me weird looks...her bro pretended not to hear and i went beetroot... but the fun thing is tat she malu her bro by saying i am taller than him even when he is older.. wahahaha.. she so cute.. we played those kiddy games and i rejuvenated my youth again.. there was a traffic jam and very long lorx.. sian.. but home at last!!

whoa.. long entry!! last but not least, happy bdae singaporE!! i love u!! hahax.. i am so patriotic..yay!!1100++words!!

2004-08-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

lalalala.. damn sian at home... yay!! manage to memorize some work.. jia you yuxi!! dun give up!!(:.. blog!! i dun bear to abandon u..*sobx*..hahax.. to tink tat i have to give up my blog 14 days later... so fast.. 2 more weeks.. haix... gonna miss everything here..

tml going malaysia!! until national day then come back... so fun!!! gonna be really nice.. at least better than staying at home rotting ritex? (:...7 hours bus ride.. dunnoe how i survive.. somemore still in the nite.. how to sleep on the bus? hope i really get some sleep...

i cut my hair!! looks damn disgusting.. eek.. hahax.. but my mother says i look young.. shld be more of kiddo:(...my sis got new specs.. and she looks pro in it... haix.. not like me.. i look disgusting in my new specs too.. yuxi is disgusting:(...

2004-08-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE GRACE!

really happy bdae todae!! i luv my mei mei:)

sian and home and rotting!! i love gongz layout!! wanted to change layout but cannot find a nice wan and i decide tat mine is nice enulf:)...yay!!dunnoe wat to blog also but wanna say HAPPY BDAE !!! to my dearie gracie!!:)

2004-08-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EARLY BDAE GRACE!

happy early bdae gracie mei mei!!:)...*huggiex**muackx*...shall give u ur bdae pressie another day kx?:)
Sat
went for hcjc fair before tat wif jesslyn,bert,biqi,jiin shiuan,sandy and xuou... quite sianx lorx... we jux bought an ice cream wif the $2 which we felt cheated of and we went to kap to eat lunch... and guess wat? saw him AGAIN.. wat sia... he damn free lorx... everywhere also see him.. super buaya..sandy is like super crazy over blah blah.. hahax.. everything is bout him... but it is cute lorx..:D...we were talking about crap and scandals.. hahax.. i love batch 10! *huggiex*...after tat biqi and i left for the ktv thingy... wow!so shiok!! though the place seems abit inappropriate for our age.. u noe.. dark and pervertic kinda place.. hahax.. and the waiters suckkk man!!is like they keep hanging outside our room and laughing at us... then when we leave, once we step out, they started to imitate our laughter and the waiters outside were even shhing us.. damn irritating lorx... so xian shi... biqi and i went to meet bert and xuou again who were at orchard waiting for us and we chatted and ate dinner and took neos tooo!! till bout 9..

Sunday

spiderman rox!!watched the movie wif xuou... actually wanna go take neos after tat but i was already late le... so nicee!! arghh!! my sis and yuxuan came back!! yay!! miss them so much.. then we were so excited to sleep... my sis was jumping on the bed and we were imitating the rock band.. wahahahax.. i am kiddo..

Today

went back to school to get the leaving cert.. but still dun get it!! argh!! so long le... sorry 210.. u were having home econs and not very nice if i pop in.. after lesson went to make specs for my sis cux she claims tat she is cannot c if too near so we suspects she got lao hua? hahax.. then in the end the person say is only 100 degress short sightedness and it is normal if u cannot c too near? wahaha... okiex.. her specs look cute.. lolx..

was told next time come back cannot go online also... argh!! i must abandon my blog..:(...nvm.. i shall make good use of the remaining time!!

2004-07-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

trying to blog as much as possible...

yesterday went shopping wif my mom and kaixin... bought lotsa winter clothing worth nearly $200... haix.. very ex lorx cux each piece worth like $30+?hmm... hope i dun grow bigger or wat or else mux buy again in future..

i luv the yellow jacket!! so nice.. they say tat it is very bright and striking and disgusting:(...nvm..i luv it! so kwet!!hahax... yellow rockx... dun care bout wat other pple say:P...the jeans i bought also very comfortable and nicee! though abit too big for me... cux my mom used my neck as the size of my waist.. some weird method she used and my neck is sho big.. then have to try "m"...found out tat my neck is bigger than my waist?:S...my mom say i not in proportion...hahax..perhaps...but very comfortable lorx.. cux it is very big sized and loose....

we were late for lesson...so pai seh.. first time late... but after lesson went to take neos wif weixin,weixian and kaixin.. cux wanna send to the taiwan fren who was not selected.. the neos quite nice lahx.. but dun go tampines mall to take neos!! the pens are seow:S...not worth it... yupo..went to take my new specs also.. i look so pro in it...hahax..yay!tml going hcjc wif some batch 10 pple and after tat go ktv wif 210ners... on sun go out wif xy and my sis and yuxuan will be back!!hurray~monday have to go to school to get leaving cert and on thurs me going to malaysia!! yay~ but not left wif many days le..:(

heard tat today jj went to ny!! aarrrghh!! i wanna go..*sobx*..

2004-07-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for track n field meet...went to class since i am earlier and thankx for the warm welcome:)...hahax..zzc looks soo shocked 0_o..

so nice to meet fellow classmates and batch 10ners again.. so happy! gossiping again XD... tagged along wif xuou's bus since i am not allocated to any and we reached there seeing chs pple holding this "nan yang hua zhong flag"... dottie... but the good thing tat it is yellow...hahax.. but when is ny and chs together? erm... saw the rest of batch 10 pple holding flags.. hahahax... and wif whistle like some policewoman ...whoa~...so cool... we were seated between chs and cedar but no choice have to sit wif them since they double champ then they help us book the best seats.. sadd... heard tat when they were tying the banners, a few of the chs concillors were like,"do u all need help?sorry, we dun render some"...eek.. so baddie... evil pple... and we have to beg them.. somemore someone smsed carin say ny banner so small cannot c.. wat as expected ny have to beg wif them.. wu liao! ya lahx they are they best lahx..

cedar is so power! their school spirit so strong *envious*... they cheer and cheer and there whole school was here... whoa... nicee.. wanted to go cedar last time... their uniform also very cute:)..ny also not bad lahx... then bert and i saw lok but he turned arnd saw me and quickly turn away.. dao.. dunoe.. but he claims tat he din see us.. mux check eyes liaox... keep raining and raining and we were drenched frm head to toe... the rain very wat... come and go.. we hate ssc! i mean they are supposed to be pro ritex.. they dun win then malu.. of cux they shld get first... train everyday... nvm..we should not be sore losers! jia you ny next yr!! i went down to help out wif the banner.. so fun waving it here and there... ny's performance not too bad.. we get 4th for c div and 3rd for b div... jia you next yr!! hmph... not to c them double champ again...

went hm by mrt wif biqi,bert,yawen,janice,mich,gwen,rou cheng and daphne... then daphne had to meet this "Fren" and rou cheng followed... gwen also dunnoe why went along and mich followed gwen.. so left 5 of us walking to kallang mrt... we met them again at a road juncture and sure enough as we have tot, the "fren" is a guy frm slc and like very close to daphne...wOots.. can guess wat lahx.. hahax... oh ya.. before tat... in front to the stadium, i saw blah blah and was like "blah blah" so loudly that he heard... damn maluated... he turned to see who called him and i pretend to look at the trees.. lolx.. why i tok so loud.. hahax... so pai seh...

jia you ny!!! next yr mux win kx!!

2004-07-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

BATCH 10, 210 ROCKS FOREVER!! argh.. i am having depression again... changed the pic and carin's blog pic rox!! so nice!!! good job carin!! and thank you for the post!!! *touched*

yesterday went for co concert and saw tat person again? haix.. whoa.. i super suay.. why c him like twice in a week?! suay.. not as suay as xuou though.. met him at the bus stop 2 days after tat incident... hahax.. suay.. luckily she never come to the concert... we were chatting then suddenly he jux appear.. whoa.. got a shock of my life.. he is wif a gal! hahax.. change target so fast.. really buaya... bet quite alot of pple... then saw the performers and saying hi and hi again.. hahax.. i tink they began to feel irritated le... felicia wants us to help her pass the tix to her mortal then we dun really noe who she is.. jux noe she is tall tall tracker.. hahax.. and i am the only one who noe how she looks like cux i am observant! :D really had a hard time spotting her and avoiding him.. hahax.. i actually hid behind the flowers... lol... then we waited and looked for her even jux before the starting of the concert... decided tat she might not turn up and we went in lorx... then in the mid of the concert we felt uneasy and biqi went to check again... she called helen to get her no and found out tat a tchr let her in w/o the tix... the performance was quite nice lahx... then at the ending pple were shouting "zailaiyichi (one more time)" and mrs ee went in and out again.. hahax and they played the last part again.. then at the end, pple started cheering... lol.... then we gave flowers.. good job co pple! went to find huixuan to give her the flower but could not find her... then we saw this note on this instrument wif the flower and it says "dear jonathan, actually i have been keeping alot from you all these months.. i have been admiring u for a long time and will wait for you outside the gate till 10.30... hope tat u will gimme a chance... alwayx admiring you, luv,ur secret admirer..."something lidat lahx.. lol.. so funny.. the style is the prank style... hehe.. some mischievous pple.. haix.. din manage to find huixuan so we gave the flower to gen:D..

before the co concert i went to watch our class practise aini.. yay! got into the teacher's day audition! jia you pple!! the dance is nice!!! so cool.. hahax.. u pple can dance!! after tat went to coro wif biqi and jia yun to eat dinner...we have like 2 1/2 hrs to eat lorx... whoa.. went golden rooster... and we were toking bout chickens dancing aini.. lol.. and guess wat? lok and a grp of scouts came and i decided not to call him cux he is wif such a big grp of pple and frm past experiences, i noe he will avoid me de lorx... hahax.. sure enough he avoided us.. then i also heck care him lahx.. then we saw the chi speech training tchr wif her daughter... deciding whether to call her then biqi said most prob she will tell her classes for a week about being at coro and seeing ny gals and how polite they were to greet her and she felt so touched.. hahax... met grace lata and we saw her again at the florist's... biqi and jia yun decided to greet her so tat she got something to say for that week.. lol..polite gals..

good job co pple!

i luv batch 10 and 210!!! i will miss ya pple!*hugs*

2004-07-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

5 days din blog le.. i shld blog more... or else no more opportunities liaox..

haven been doing much for the past few days.. dunnoe wat to do.. sianx.. everyday eat sleep eat sleep gonna become fat pig le.. hahax.. but cut my hair.. damn short now.. looks weird.. hmmm.. but will grow de.. starting to have the feeling of leaving! argh!! feel real sad esp yesterday writing testimonials for everyone.. hmm.. pack up some stuff today and found alot of rubbish! i can be a dustbin man! so much crap!! hahax... now a whole pile of books on the chair ready to be given away.. so shiok to get rid of books and worksheet! hehex.. if can i will wanna burn them! make me feel so bad.. heard tat today got chem test! jia you worhx! okiex.. it is too late to say tat.. i will fail if i take lorx.. my chem like shit.. but i wanna be doctor so i vow to do well in my science when i go to taiwan.. now enjoy... hahax! so much stuff going on in school and i seem like missing out alot! jj lin jun jie is going to ny!! so good!!*envious*...argh!! how i wish i am back to school.. okiex.. yuxi has to stop grumbling.. tml going co concert.. jia you co pple!:D

2004-07-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday

went for post mortem... hahax.. half the time it is filled wif crap...so sad.. wishing well we used up 20++ dollars and earned 8++ dollars? and it is first time in ny history.... i broked the record... haix... in the past, we earned 100 odd from wishing well..sorry pple.. pong keeps pulling jiin shiuan's white hair!! notti pong!!!jiin shiaun is so poor thing.... after tat, we had thrashing session!! quite shiok.. but the main pple not there.. i tink we really have to review problems lorx...and understand batchmates better..ops.. i better be used to saying ,"they" instead of "we"...haix... after thrashing, we took pics!! so damn cool!!! we lie on the cushion in a circle and took our faces!! so nice...http://postmortemduty.mypicgallery.com...the pics are there!! sho nice... got one is pong's hand wif half of xuou and pong looks like she molested xuou!!! hahax!! pong is a molester!! she also molested me wif my ball last time during batch outing.. eek.. but she will foreva be my gay partner.. hahax...and bert my les partner...yay~ lolx... batch 10 is really turning les...:S

today
orchard is really a scary place!! high chance of meeting pple!! gosh!!! scary.. freaky!! argh!! okiex.. went to plaza singapura wif xuou to buy her home econs stuff then we went to eat kfc and went hereen... shopping and crapping around at hereen and we talk bout russian guys suddenly.. and xuou was like telling me bout her tots and some of her feelings... and i am rather shocked.. hahax.. xuou!! dear xuou... hahax... and i was telling her tat orchard is a scary place tat i alwayx meet pple and esp those tat i dun wanna meet then she was saying," i never meet pple before lehx..do u tink we will bump into pple?" i told her tat we will never noe.. then we were talking and talking and suddenly, i saw this white shirt guy who looked like marcus(xuou's scandal but not true) and wanted to clarify wif her and suddenly he turned around and i quickly hissed to her "marcus!!" and she looked terrified and turn but we quickly left.. later we found out it wasn't him.. whew... he tinks tat xuou likes him .. hahax.. but she dun lahx... scary.. xuou was freaked out.. so am i... we went to cine after tat to shop around.. we were at this shop and suddenly, again, i felt someone tapping me.. and it was samuel!! gosh.. xuou was jux talking bout him a few min ago and he was there?i jux open my mouth wide and stare and my hand moved like a wave wif a haaaaaloooo.... i was really shocked.. scary... and he asked me if i was going taiwan.. i wasn't really listening cux really shock and jux yaaa... and he said there will be an outing 2 weeks later... and he said bye! and left wif his two frenx leaving xuou and i freaked out... hahax... oh ya.. really have this strong urge to tell him wat xuou said at that point of them when he was talking to me... lol.. but i controlled it:D...scary... we quickly left to taka cux guys dun usually go to taka rite? so we wun meet pple tat we dun wanna meet and at most meet nice gals.. i had to walk all the way to the mrt all by myself frightened of meeting anyone... whew.. but i didn't....thank god.. orchard is really freaky... walking on the street and u can jux meet anyone u noe.. esp those u dun wanna meet...

2004-07-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

at home all day again.. haix.. yuxi misses all her fellow classmates and batchmates.. sadd..i hope this stupid bannner dun block out wat i say..

actually got lotsa stuff to memorize and yesterday was our first lesson.. watched this super kewt movie [ice age].. so nice and touching.. lol..realized i lag behind alot and have alot of catching up to do...but today slack whole dae.. got study lahx.. but not much since i became frustrated tat i cannot get everything into my head.. getting old le.. *sobx*..watched abit of the korean movie.. not too bad... i miss going to school.. sadd... though i dun wanna do hw and everything.. like very weird cux everyone in school then i stay at home..

heard frm biqi tat there is gym finals today at the stadium...hope ny win! go ny!! i will foreva be a ny gal=D... anywayx, HOT NEWS! heard tat they saw **** *** wif someone!! ouhlala~ okiex.. i shall stop gossiping but heard tat her taste not bad.. hmmm.. good lahx.. actually got this piece of news long long time ago le.. frm dear xuou..hahax...argh!! if only i could go..heard tat nsa going too.. sadd...maybe after zzc tok to him then he decided to retire earlier...haix.. jux when he wanted to change and became nicer..feeling so bad.. haix... and tml got hist test! jia you pple!

yay! gonna have russia outing on 1 aug.. hope i can go cux my sis coming back on tat day!yay! 2 more weeks away frm them and i will be wif them forever.. my ears gonna break again.. hahax..

2004-07-13T10:13:00.000+08:00

siansiansiansian... haix.. life is really bored now... though i have lotsa stuff to do.. like preparations? and no one is online(apparently).. ops.. someone jux came online... but i quickly sign out cux dun feel like explaining why i am online at this hour...slackslackslack.. haix... I AM BORED!! but i have lotsa stuff to do... jux feel restless...anywayx, did blog surfing and came across some interesting blogs..0_o... dunoe why am i blogging but maybe cux i am really bored.. hahax...later have to go for lesson at 3+.. but now is still morning... sianx... I LOVE THE BOOK JASMINE GAVE ME... so inspirational.. Some excerpts:

After all, the world is full of amazing discoveries, things you can't imagine now. There are delicious, happy sniffs and scrumptious snacks to share.Hey, you might end up fabulously rich, or even become a superstar(one day)

Now, just relax, Take some deep breaths (in through the nose and out through the mouth) Try to meditate if you can. Or go for a walk to clear your head.Accept the face that you'll have to let go of some emotional bagggage. Try seeing things from a different perspective.

Be proud of who you are, but don't lose the abiility to laugh at yourself.

and lots lots more!! i luv this book!! the pics are soo cute! thankx jasmine!!!i will bring this along wif me=D

2004-07-11T10:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday i really had a great time! thanks tennerx!!:)... u all rock!!!we reached queenstown mrt and waited for more to come... then we started to listen to music and shake!!! ya.. at the ulu mrt station:S...the mrt station is so blueish and quiet... biqi and mei jiao later after calling them said tat they were at gongz house already...so gongz came and fetch us to her grandma house... so nice!! the condo is super tall..whoa! then dunnoe why audrey and andris started saying tat they wanna go to the playground and pulled me along while the rest left... sobx.. i din noe wat was going on.. in e end, they let me in and guess wat? the function room was nicely decorated wif " yuxi we love you" on the wall... there are crepe paper and balloons all around and at the entrance is this red crepe paper posing as red carpet while the rest of the people stood at the two sides in a role... wow.. i am so touched..*sobx*... thankx pple! hahax.. we played games after tat and really had lotsa fun!!! we ate and ate and played and played...then nicole and i started to sit down and ate this pack of chips and a few joined us.. suddenly, those who had miraculously disappeared appeared wif this cake and flower and they sang *at the begining* for me...another touching moment!!thankx!! and we started to listen to songs and jumped around like seow za bors!! so fun!! i love *accidentally in love!!!*!! so nice!!yipee... and we danced and danced and jumped and jumped and ate the food tat gongz mom prepared!! really thank her mom!! she cooked so much!!!! like catering.. thankx!!!!then jayen and grace and i went to walk walk around the pool so tat we can continue eating.. hahax.. then we talk and talk.. whoa... after tat we returned to take pics and danced again!! wheee!! so fun!!!lalalala~...then we left...

thankx for all the fun and prezzies and hugx also!!thankx to veron and huang rong for the cute duckie!!! thankx to ruth for the bangle!! thankx to jasmine for the blue day book!! it is so kewt!!! thankx to wc for the keychain!! thankx for the others for the fun again!! muacks!!!hmm.. i received a letter too.. quite sad.. i really feels very guilty.. haix.. why am i lidat?!?!?! haix..

p.s.. i added accidentally in love lyrics to the side..

//thankx tennerx!! two ten rox!!

2004-07-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

WE DID IT!!! BATCH 10!!! WE DID IT!!! YAY! WE PUT UP A GREAT SHOW:)...

youth day is finally over.. so much hard work and effort put into it.. though there are parts where we screwed up, it still rock!! ouhlala~ it if fun!! really ... and in my opinion *sorry snrs* better than last year's... yup!! though as the wishing well ic, i shld say tat wishing well is a COMPLETE failure... we only earned a few cents amounting to less than a dollar... so guilty.. we put in soooo much effort trying to make the wishing well and this morning the water leakage and our attempts to save the half date wishing well.. the afternoons we tried to pia youth day.... it is over just in the blink of eyes and we actually earned $17 000+++ !!! it is more than last year's!!! though wishing well might be the most failure in ny history.. guilty again... haix... i apologize to all for tat!! all our efforts down the drain..*sobx*....other than the wishing well, i tink the rest of the stuff rock!! the tchrs are so enthu this yr, willing to let us throw water bombs and flour at them... hahax... thankx everyone for making this so successful, and giving me such a memorable last day...

oh ya! 210ners cake is super nice!!! thankx to bb and grace... they work up to 4am to do it and it is nicee!! i mux agree tat u all are great cooks!!! hahax.. and we actually are one of the first few classes to finish selling our stuff jux like last yr!! 3 cheers for 210ners!!todae's cip is quite ok.. not as scary as i tot... they are jux abit playful and some not so enthu... yep... and jayen is really scary.. hahax... okiex...

[YOUTH DAY ROX||BATCH 10 ROX||210 ROX]

2004-07-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

helooo!! so long no blog le.. cux com crashed... actually yesterday ok le... but now in school.. got cheated by pong to come her to help her only to noe that i dun have to do anything cept listen to her crap... hahax..

yesterdae was super fun! had batch outing.. but in the end only 3 pple turn up... jiin shuan, biqi and me.. so pathetic... and dunnoe why 2 extra guys went to jiin shuan blog and knew bout our outing..and they followed us actually?!?! our batch outing lehx.. wanted to abandon them then jiin shuan met one of the guys at the mrt... so suay.. attempt 1 to abandon them: ask the guy to go and wait for his fren while we go there first... and so we happily escaped them... however, later we decided we can use them to get food.. so we called them and ask them to buy food for us.. FOR FREE! YES! until now also haven return the money for egg muffin.. hahax... yay!! but we of cux had to stuck wif them.. did nothing much at east coast.. we played wif the sea water and sand.. then later went cycling.. so fun! double bike.. and we sang school song, council song, and blah blah.. hahax... and we were dead tired.. then it started running on our journey back.. pong and carin later called tat they will come!! yay! and they said tat they were at west coast?!?! tat is stupid.. hahax..in the end meet them at bedok interchange to go orchard wif them.. we were rather annoyed wif the guys lorx.. quite attention seeking.. use carin's scandal to attract attention :S... then at orchard mrt, we were waiting for xy... we came up wif attempt 2 to abandon them telling tat we going toilet.. then the ball was wif them so we tell them that we gonna watch my ball too.. and off we went.. ran like seow like running for our lives.. we actually bent down at the escalators to prevent them from seeing us.. hahax.. so stupid but fun....hahax.. and we managed to abandon them!! three cheers for batch 10!! jiin shuan told them she vomitted in the toilet and went hm but she dunnoe where the rest of us went( they dun have our nos cept jiin shuan:))yeppies! and dunnoe why they so smart... sms jiin shuan wat.. congratulations to batch 10 for their abandon plan! lolx!! yay! we won.. then we met xin ying and went to take neos!! nicee! and before tat at hereen, got a big big scandal .... er.. pple who wanan noe can come and ask me or any other pple who went.. not fang bian to announce here:).. hahax!went cine to take neos and met ailin and mag.. ailin!! not bad..;)..hahax..i talking crap...stupid pong is so pervertic!!! she tried to lift up my shirt to put the ball in...-_-"...PERVERT!!! got some morale problem.. nvm pong.. we will counsell u! hahax... and guess wat? we saw rachel and.... another big big scandal!!omigosh.. after carin and js left, the rest of us were stalking rachel.. so fun!! pong is so super furnie.. she hid between the hole where there is this statue of a gal and a guy holding hands.. yes.. in the middle of them peering out.. so super fun!! stalking pple is fun.. okiex.. i shld not big mouth here... have been given the honourable title of gossip queen.. hmmm.. mux reflect on my big big mouth... :S... hahax!!!! wanted to watch movie after tat but too late le no more movies so we went long john's... yup.. and went home after tat..

this morning super super suay!!! dunnoe why my alarm clock is set to 5 and it rang 15 min later? i checked after i woke up for the root of the prob but it is perfectly ok.. dunnoe why...then on 170, one of the guy who followed us yesterday boarded!! suay!! he was trying to catch my eye and say hi.. but i purposely looked around and pretend not to see him and sleep.. then i look at the reflection and saw him keep staring at me.. i feel so unprotected ...:S... super scary... then i think he found out tat i was looking at the reflection and look back... i quickly look at the trees, pretending to be admiring the scenary... eek.. so scary.. quickly alighted the bus.. luckily he dunnoe my name... then on the bridge, i met brandon!!! eek... but i dun tink he noe me... almost fell of the stairs when i tink i saw my grp member also... but dun tink so.. maybe jux look alike... haix... scary and creepy day....:S

2004-06-27T09:49:00.000+08:00

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wah lau.. damn pissed.. haix...

yesterday went for russia outing.. but frankly speaking at the beach we din really do much.. then we went tm to watch windstruck.. the movie was so nice!!! quite lame though but very touching and rhyss who was sitting beside me was sniffing and sobbing like seow... hahax.. i tot she has a flu or something.. then i also started tearing.. esp at the ending... so sad... alot of the gals were crying like seow.. dunnoe if the gals do too... but our dear xuou who was sitting at the end of the row was sleeping!! oh gosh... crazy gal.. hahax... everyone was crying she sleeping... she slept during half the show... and everyone was like..... hahax... she damn rich so nvm... hahax... so funny..

school reopening tml... i going until 13th which is youth day.. so youth day will be my last day... haix... YOUTH DAY IS OUR BABY!YAY!

2004-06-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

SLC ROX BIG TIME!ESP RUSSIA! RUSSIA ROX! RUSSIA!RUSSIA!RUSSIA SHLD BE THE WINNIER! RUSSIA RAWKXXXXX!!YEAH!i miss slc. seriously. sad.. todae i was in no mood to do anything.

first dae everyone is abit conserved mabbe cux we first met each other. then we played some games to like warm up and i found this gal super familiar. later found out tat she was frm my pri school when i was p1 only tat she is in 1F and i am in 1L!! finally some news from my old pri school. surprisingly i can still rmb her. miracle~actually i tink she offended me in p1 but i cannot rmb the incident...ops.. i can really rmb pple who offended me.there seem to be some hatred for her even now. i tink she is quite bimbiotic and a flirt.but she is still quite ok lahx.later we went for amazing race and poor eco sco has to spilt and i joined HRC.quite ok but i was tired out completely. we ran like lunatics around. luckily the tofu tat we were supposed to carry were still intact but however, the eggs met with a worse tragedy,as it was placed in a water bottle and dropped down from the second level. hahax.

second day we had preparation and crapped most of the times. there are like some clever pple in our grp who came up wif great ideas so we jux crapped and toked. lunch was e best. we had tofu and this guy was like,"soft" disgusting. hahax. then we mixed all the leftovers and squished them and played guess e no. the loser had to eat up the "mixture".i got kana lorx.so unlucky.it tastes ok lahx.at least nothing happen to me.lolx.fourth and third day we had national assembly and council assembly.quite ok lahx. but abit boring. and we had note pads to pass notes around. those toopid guys in my grp were writing love notes and fold them into paper areoplanes and throwing them around. then it landed on the guy and they pretended to be gay. lame lorx.hahax.

on the last day, the minister of foreign affairs tok to us. it was quite boring but alot of pple got very enthu and started asking questions. after that, we had general assembly and realized tat lotsa main ideas were from russia!yay!russia rox!we then had time to prepare for our slc nite item. at first we agreed on singing heal the world but we tink tat it was dull and started adding stupid stuff. the outcome was quite nice=D.SLC NITE COMPLETELY RAWKX!we were so hyper and jumpy when every song was played and jumped about and sang!!! really had a great time!best part... HRC n WHO went up on stage first and they had this dance.we were at the bottom of e stage and hitting the stage while cheering. RUSSIA SPIRIT! the pple cheered for us too. our performance goes like this. we sing heal the world halfway and then we run in and start to walk out in hot music. then after everyone is out, those pro pple starts to do breakdancing and the last part is 2 guys doing stupid things like acting gay? hahax. the whole theme for the nite was gay.lolx! the very very last part was so sad. we started singing and alot of pple were crying. tears were like rolling in my eyes but i control lorx. sad. 5 days together. and aus won!!! but according to the facs, ot says we shld win, but only due to some SPECIAL CIRCUMSTANCES. nvm, RUSSIA ROX!!! yay! we had russia dinner after tat at kap and it was sooo fun! we crap again and started throwing fries and the guys were asking wat a tube is cux someone was wearing it. stupid lahx. but very fun=D..

RUSSIA ROX SLC ROXYAYAYAYAY!!! actually there are lots and lots of scandals going around and it also makes the whole slc more interesting and fun ..hahax.. we gossiped most of the time.. lolx!

XSLC FOREVER~

2004-06-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

went for council camp for the past few daes and it rocked! though quite tiring.. but it certainly did install the PASSION in us!!=D... and we feel more attached to council le... and i really feel very bu she de to leave now.. *sobx*... esp after ms soon's farewell...

pong is so brave!! she is our heroine!! she had appendix but she still endured thru council camp, without us knowing... it is like she is still normal and running and doing push ups and all the same thing as we do and she is in sooo much pain but she did not show it and did not give up!! she is really e best camper... we did not noe until some pple tell us she is hospitalized one day after e camp.. she rox!! i feel so guilty.. if i were her, i would have given up and not care bout anything... making sure every single person in the world noes tat i am in pain and in hospital.. i am so irritating.. and pong is like! omg.. i really admire her.. she is like so super determined... she is my ou xiang!!we went to visit her after e wishing well todae and she was sleeping.. the person next to her bed was like saying she is alwayx sleeping and we jux stand around her waiting for her to wake up.. she is like super pale and sick.. so sad... feel so pain for her... really admire her... and she suddenly woke up and super shock to see 10 pple in white standing round her.. hahax.. she is so brave!! and she had this scar on her stomach and it surely hurts alot!!! it hurts when she laughs and we seem to make her laugh every moment.. we are lucky tat we are not chased out.. pong told us the bed beside her was a little baby whose lungs are rotten.. poor thing... and his mother is donating one lung to him.. one lung!! how is his mother gonna survive? i tink his mother very wei da.. pong seems to be very happy to c us.. hopefully can c her tml..

i tink our batch got more bonded after e camp!!=D...yay~batch 10 rox.. we are like motivated by batch 9.. they are so closed.. and we start taking pics around.. hahax... and we had fun making the wishing well.. though we are quite pissed off by someone... okiex.. we shld learn to accept one another....after visiting pong we were like playing e playground in the hospital and rejuvenating our youth... hahax.. had so much fun.. and went out for batch dinner sharing our experiences esp xinying's horrifying stalker's experience...so freaky!! and jesslyn is super cute kx!! her voice is soo sweet!! oh ya.. we had this dd club ou xianging two snrs from sec 3 and 4 cux they are so shuai.. hahax... =D...batch 10 really rox!!

2004-06-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

jux came back frm dance night and it is so nice!! good job!!! nice!! the dancers are so graceful!whoa~and their figure so nice*envious* hahax..

i overslept this morning.. suppose to go orchard wif grace and reggie.. turn out reggie was sick and yuan zi went in her place... so sorry horx.. left u two liddat.. hahax.. then we went to makan when i reached which is super late and i bought this bubble tea and the little girl was begging her mom to buy it when she saw mine.. so guilty.. hahax...then we went to meet biqi and doodle outside coro to buy flowers and bought two big sunflowers for audrey and jane..and we were crossing e bridge and there is this big big troupe of chickens.. like going excursion.. they saw our flowers and were saying,"shld we buy flowers?""we dunnoe anyone buy for wat?""i preparing to sleep lehx
"...they super rich.. spend $10 to sleep.. mabbe going there to spot chio dancers... too shy to say only..hahax.. and they followed us all the way to canteen tinking tat we going audi when we are meeting andris? hahax.. whoa~ saw a big big troupe of time.. really big... andris forgot to bring the most impt thing! tickets! and she called her parents to bring over for her.. poor andris... we got very good seats, in the middle.. thruout the whole thing, yuan zi and ah sao were very close! whoa.. hehex.. got hope.. and they were playing sunflower together and he seems like her bf!! really lorx.. hehex..got hope got hope!! ah sao and atomic.. not bad... =Dwe gave aud and jane the flowers.. jane was so excited! so nice to c tat my flowers actually benefited pple! gave to sec 2 councillors who are dancers also.. and they also very happy! i get so contented!!

oh yar.. going to school 4 first week only cux going on 7th for the trial camp... then come back after 11 days and on 19/8 then go for real.. still very long lahx... so i no need to do hw! yay!

slc... my facilitator.. haix.. lok says he is super *****... haix.. bad luck.. actually sorta knew it on the phone when he sniggered.. sheesh.. mabbe not as bad as i tink..

2004-06-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

2004-05-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

i got in.. i dunnoe why but i dun feel happy when my mom told me the news...is like.. i tink i expected it.. but then, it is jux like neutral and abit bu she de.. haix.. and i cried after it... cux i really can't bear to leave here... my mom said it is normal.. i can still keep contact and it is impossible to noe someone for life.. mabbe she is rite.. and i not going training anymore.. stopping school round mid july

let's tok bout the jinxed class gathering.. super jinx! the most jinxed day!!!

1.lok went to attend some funeral and cannot come, a couple of pple, not jux one fell sick and din come...

2. the sky was actually super clear and nice but once we set foot in, it started raining... drizzling at first then we went to cycle but it rained super heavily half way and everyone became wet chicken...yuhui,elizabeth,yiwei,siemun,sankari and i were under this shelter and someone started preaching...:S

3.some pple made yuan zi fall

4.bert lose her pile of cards

5.some food problems..no food

6.wif no food, we wanna go and eat dinner and the sky cleared! perfectly good.. but no food...

7.at macs, weisheng's food dropped for no reason.. siemun's drink also

8.kend tuck's sole came off

9.my plastic bag was torn and the radio was spoilt

10.grace's digi cam went out of batt when we wanna take the sunset...

11.yiwei's pants got dirty by some pile of water...

we all decided east coast is jinxed! act wanna play ball but too freaked out to...then was so cautious when crossing the bridge... but the bus ride was okay.. though grace screamed when yuhui popped her head out suddenly.. and we caught up wif each other's life.. so i tink quite useful too.. though sb commented that they went east coast to play chess(yar.. they played chess at the rental shop during the rain..wif the boss sommore...)

2004-05-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

i am back=D...hehex.. everyone says they missed me.. oh thank you!!the trip is super great!!i luvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschoolluvtheschool!!turning mad!! really very fun! hmmmx.. dunnoe how to say but i tink it is very suitable for me lorx.. betta than singapore at least.. not so stressed... and when i tok about my reflections, i started pouring... i jux keep crying and crying non stop cux i rmb the times i am so stubborn and dun wanna go.. then all the tchrs also started to tear, and slowly the students also.. and most of my "Speech" is full of tears, but they let me continue...i saw my sis and the youngest one so sweet.. she gave me a bdae card asking me to jia you.. zihui also gave me a lucky stone... haix.. miss them alot...lata a tchr told us that we have a high chance and everyone is touched by wat i say..lolx.. it is jux wat i feel.. and i feel maluated.. hahax..i will noe the results in 1-2 weeks and mabbe if i get in, i will stop going to school in mid july... very gd already.. after a long bargain wif my mom who wanted me to stop going to school since the hols.. that means this is my last week! no way!~ i cannot leave my pw grp in the lurch and also the youth day...

heard tat yesterday was a fun day... hahax.. and jayen is the victim..lolx.. i miss tat out.. tml lit test! mati le.. todae we complained to zzc about him lorx.. mabbe we really cannot stand it anymore.. imagine a top maths class last yr getting 25/30 for average and 39 for highest when other classes get 38 for average? ridiculous.. but then.. mabbe chaeman is rite.. it is double sided.. mabbe there is a benefit at the back.. jia you ba pple... 210 can do it..=D

2004-05-18T19:26:00.001+08:00

my chinese marks totally sucked.it is the worst i ever get in my whole life. if i go taiwan, i will probably be an alien. todae ran 2.4. i had to no matter wat! cux i dun wanna be 14...but i tink i improved alot.. 14.04... carin siow overtook me at the very last few steps and 2 seconds before me in the 7th placing. everyone in the class passed. but the top wasn't very top.. our class is alwayx like tat... overall good, but no good individuals.. i tink it is good, cux everyone pushing each other. for example. z.ah mah.. she can run by herself but she accompanied tang. she is my heroine!

chs oral mark not bad. my tchr very lenient. as compared to the rest of our class, we did better.. and she so furnie! she gave nicole comments that she is a very pretty gal.. lolx! funny and nice! i feel comfortable wif her..

2004-05-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

friday went my mom shop cux need to xiu li my specs... then trim my hair abit..and everyone says tat got no diff!! argh.. wasted $12...:S..after tat went tampines mall wif my mom.. cux wanna buy pants for my sis so i can bring over cux the weather turning warm then wear short pants cooler... suan bian buy bdae present for me...my mom said tat my sis's hair turning reddish.. she abit worried for her.. cux it is like a sign of some illness.. but i consoled her saying tat probably she is jux too exposed to sunlight.. but actually i also very worried.. cux she lost weight and then the first time she had breathing problems, then eyesight, then now this.. dunnnoe wat happen.. and she is not so popular there.. but she still luv the school.. it is like her world.. and i feel contented looking at her happy face tat she never had in singapore...her somersaults, her carefree feeling, the hyper character tat she never had....my mom also said my dad called cux worried tat the principal dun let me go.. but i dun care liaox lahx.. now i dun really mind the results le.. jux wanna go taiwan.. though i will definitely miss everyone here... walked for a very long time... and i felt closer to my mom.. mabbe too long never go shopping together.. was walking around aimlessly then i saw this two cute cute cows that when u press the stomach it will go mooing.. so cute!! bought that for tang tang.. and it was 1 week due bdae present.. pai seh.. hahax.. she named it anna and ricky...went to hangten shop in the end.. the clothes very nice.. i mean the models where it very nicely.. and i was like," why all the clothes she wear so pretty!!" my mom said cux she pretty mahx.. and good figure... hahax.. good point... i bought a pink collar shirt... very nice.. though i never liked pink..but the yellow very obiang.. bought i school bag also.. bright yellow!!! super cheap cux my mom applied for membership then got 50% discount for first time buying... and they give a $60+trolley bag also.. jux for $20 3 yr application... cheap~...and clothes so nice...

yesterday oral exam... din practise at all.. eng was gary tang.. he so furnie!! was outside stretching himself when i reached the classroom.. and he saw me and was saying very loudly,"CHEN YUXI?!?!COMEIN!"...everyone was like staring.. malu.. and very lac lorx.. wanna say more than stop me.. mati le.. then the rest also say theirs also... and he alwayx finish so fast.. felicia was worse.. he was saying"YO FELICIA!!! COME IN!"...ar.. mabbe jux trying to make us not so nervous... but grace tripped when going out.. poor gal.. and he was saying" so excited ar?"..hahax.. chinese ours is hod!!! cux actually zzc but he is our tchr then cannot.. and i tink he too lenient then they dun let him be examiner... but luckily for me the newspaper one i did it for cme... then say out all the gan xiang... then the topic was on toilet... toilet cleaner mahx.. so i dunnoe y keep like helping them speak up..saying wat, we shld not push all the responsibility to them... haha... all crap lahx.. other than that, still ok lahx..

after that went to orchard wif jun jun and grace... went to met reggie... then tang and mag also.. wif their senior who tagged along... took neos... and tang tang was demoing how the two cows fight.. hahax... then went to changi to supposedly study wif jun ,grace and reggie...saw mr seah (cfps discipline master) on mrt... and his hearing is super good... we were saying hi so softly and he heard it... and dunnoe y he never teach us still noe us.... ask whether we going shopping.. we told him that we going changi to study and he was like,"aiyoh.. why study...alwayx studying..."he even noe that we are sec twos!! whoa~...i went hm firxt to change and was very late.. sry pple... brought shirt for reggie but she say she cannot wear... can lahx!!! i can wear why u cannot... hahax... went bk to makan... there is this young couple wif their son.. the woman was so young!!! i shld say gal... she is like 17 only and the son is 4 or 5? reggie said premarital sex.... ..... and she looks alot like sharlene!!(ty mortal)...alot lorx!!! the boy very cute also... keep looking at us.. mabbe at reggie cux she still wearing guides u... pretty gal~..then the man started lauffing like the chinese culture show men.. so furnie!! and jun and reggie started laughing like crazy!lol!!! hahax... we went starbucks after tat... took turns to order food so tat we will not be chased out... but later the attendant say we can study until 5 there despite the no studying sign.. reggie was reading this "betty and veronica" comic... so furnie! lame story. din really study much... was wasting time.. hahax.. nvm.. i not taking geog.. but now got pile of work.. the drinks are so nice!! we spend half the time eating.. turning fat le.. and reggie was saying she still hungry... hahax... after that jun had to go home and i wanted to go to the viewing mall to c aeroplanes so reggie and grace accompanied me... so fun!! c aeroplanes and got very excited.. got alot of couples spending romantic time too.. and we were wondering why they like to spend their time there... and had this urge to interview them.. i was pretending to be the interviewer interviewing reggie and asked her if she will go and view the aeroplanes wif her bf...she was saying in this furnie bimbo accent"of cux.. tis is such a BEAUTIFUL scenery...."..and she started to reply wif a BEAUTIFUL everywhere.. so cute!!! haha..grace was trying to ask lok where was the bus stop... and reggie and i were saying "CONFESS!! LOK! DUN BE SHY!! CONFESS YOUR LOVE!!"...dunnoe he heard it not.. so fun!! grace was saying she wanna send me off.. dun lahx!! dun waste yr time.. so super early...oh yar..and reggie certainly has potential to be air stewardess!=D

mux pia this whole pile of work... yay! later gonna go sakae=D.... tml get back chinese.. gonna die.. dun fail can le...whoa.. this is a long entry..

2004-05-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

I LUV AUDREY! SO ROX TOTALLY!! AUDREY ROX!!!*MUACKX**HUGX*NAPFA IS OVER!!! AT LAST!! AND GUESS WAT? AUDREY MADE ME GET C WITH HER LUCKY CHARM!!! first trial i got 13. something for shuttle run then after her LUCKY CHARM, I GOT EXACTLY C! WOHOOOO..SHE ROX KX!! GET A BRUSH FROM HER IF YOU WANNA BE LUCKY!!

so excited.. first time got chance get gold lehx.. rmb pri 6 was standing broad jump when i only need 1 more cm to get c.... then pri 5 was shuttle run one more spilt second... wohoo~i sux at standing broad jump and shuttle run..but i manage to get c this time!! hurray!!! 2.4 jux get c can le!! yay!! i am so happy=D...I LUV AUDREY!!

zzc lost his voice...ahhh... hahax.. no wonder voice like more deep.. anywayx, i tink he giving back chi test tml.. die lehx.. suan le.. wanna go taiwan.. still dunnoe wat to write for nj personal statement.. later mux do!! cux mux submit the form le...

i din fail maths!!! though i get very lan!! but i din fail!! so happie!!i shall work harder!!=D...i tink i said this last yr also rite... ops...kinda confuse wif science.. but still get bits and pieces here and there.. still can have a rough idea.. maths also ok lahx.. quite fun wif graph... argh!! tml SPA!! and time trial also.. dunnoe write wat description to promote singapore... -_-"...jia you pple! can do it de.. though i dun tink i can.. okiex! mux have confidence in myself!!!=D...though i dun have.. hahax... hao le.. mux study.. ops.. haven study geog.. haix.. kinda confused.. dunnoe wanna study so early not.. cux i dun tink i will retest so easy.. then i tend to forget if i learn it too early.. jux study if i am free i tink.. kx.. buaix~

2004-05-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

some pple are jux so... if u dare to do it why dun u own up.. mabbe it takes courage.. but stop putting blame on others... u noe very well if u did it... mabby u r really wronged... but now all the evidence are pointing towards u... wat can u say...

yest chinese test tink gonna flunk it.. real hard.. for me lahx.. haix.. mati le.. nvm!! no more tests le!! only sat got oral!!:S..haix.. hurray!! my leave is approved only they say mabbe i will get 0 for geog.. but it is less unlikely... cux they will help me if i did not go to taiwan.. anyway, i wanna go nj ip if i never get in.. cux i wanna study astronomy.. so cool... can c stars.. whoa! if i also never get in i dun wanna go ny ip.. haix.. tink quite stress.. and i wun be able to get in.. and i got 65 only for eng.. and my maths is completely crap!! haix.. i gonna mati.. real dead.. oh yar.. and science also wanna fail dun fail tat type! i wanna escape!!!argh!!next week go le!! by the way, i owe alot of pple present!! sry.. will give soon!!

today actually got 2.4... then it rained jux before we went down!! so happy!! and pple were actually singing thunderation for thunder.. hahax.. and really got lightning..tml the 5 items.. good luck pple!!! i tink i will get bronze again.. or mabbe fail.. haix.. i am such a failure..

mabbe everyone has their own side of their story.. but everyone noes the best.. mabbe we shld jux leave it to rest and everyone turn over a new leaf.. jia you everyone... nib too.. jia you... everyone is behind u=D..

2004-05-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

went back cfps.. to get the reference form.. waited for quite sum time and found out tat tchr's forget their students easily.. so sad.. they only remember us by the top scholar... so realistic..

nan zhong quan practice.. ran 8 times like seow za bor.. whole blouse wet le.. so embarrassing.. i feel like a lunatic.. lolx.. hahax.. tml hope everything will be fine though i have a bad feeling...=S

tml tang tang bdae!! too bad nv go csm!! happy bdae kx!!=D... haven buy yr bdae present.. pai seh.. will buy one.. but hope u live happily ever after wif ur mr bean teddy=D!

2004-05-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

once a upon a time in 1993.

a girl saw her mum sniffing n sneezing into a tissue.

she found it very fun.

then she took some tissue and stuffed it into her nostrils.

then she couldnt take it out.

went to the doctor to take it out.

the doctor used this er xin metallic stick to dig the mess out and put it under the light and exclaims in delight: "ahh! its translucent!"

the end!

that gal is my cute cute ah ji.. lorx! they were toking bout muscus in gel electrophorosis!=Dcool.. hmmx.. jux found out i might be missing geog exam!! yaya~~~ but i might leave on 18 jux before my bdae.. so gonna spend bdae there.. nvm! mabbe more prezzie..*evil grin*

2004-04-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

WE GOT 3RD! WE GOT 3RD! WE GOT 3RD! SENIORS ROCK! YAY! WE GOT THRID!

YESH! WE GOT THIRD! kx.. cool down.. we beat them.. =D.. kx. found yue guang midi so changed layout also cux abit inappropriate wif my old layout.. hahax.. hmmx.. today zzc told us tat tchrs will not help us write refference forms.. so sad.. nvm. get mrs chu to write... i mean.. the school wun wan the students to go also.. alot of us feel very confused... nanyang ip, nj ip, o levels, rj ip ... i dunnoe.. but some of them say i very lucky can go taiwan.. but dunnoe the results yet.. mom coming back later.. abit nervous.. i dunnoe wat i wan.. i guess, i jux follow fate... if i never go taiwan, i might go nj or remain in main stream.. cux i think ny ip very stress... then i realized tat actually government implemented this to hold the students.. cux no o levels cert mahx.. and i am that kind tat needs o level to pull me.. anywayx, i dun even tink i can make it to ip judging by the grades i have now.. hmmm.. why am i tinking so much? lata my mom come back then decide.. i very bu she de the class, the school , the people, the frenx and everything.. i noe taiwan is good.. and probably the best choice.. but it means to give up alot of stuff.. why is life liddat? cun it be perfect? why mux good things have their bad points too.. so sad.. i tink we only 14 then mux make tough decisions in life... mabbe life is fated and we shld jux follow the arrangement..yarx.. wat is the big deal bout being in main stream.. no one is gonna look down on u.. cux it is alrite.. those who look down on pple are the pple who deserved to be looked down on..

hmmm.. the cheering session is not at all successful.. sec ones, can be difficult to handle.. and some of them are quite bimbo.. ask them keep quiet and they say," oh! i am sso scared.."..another one," they say we are NOT cheering, let's show THEM that THEY are wrong.."... sec ones only so notti. hmm.. actually i sec one tat time also liddat.. hahax.. kx.. shld end here...=D

2004-04-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday went njc open house... wif tingyu,grace and carin... carin was stuck inside the school cuz the gate only open at 12.. poor her.. we like going to visit prisioner.. at last she is freed!yay! then we went njc lahx.. the school looks kinda old in the outside .. then we met those in ip(project work)... then went on the tour together.. njc got so many stairs then we say no wonder got no fat pple around.. the classrooms they can paint themselves lehx! and they get $500 to decorate the classes.. nice... alot of the classes very nice and clean.... nj really rox lorx! and they say their lessons are not in the way that the tchr jux teach and teach and give notes.. the tchr guide them in.. seems very fun.. and not dead... i tink it is better than ny ip.. but the process to enrolment quite long.. but they say last yr they dun think anyone got rejected frm ny so chances quite high...i tink i wanna go there if i never go taiwan:D.. sounds so nice! kk.. they sell bubble tea @ 1.20! so niceee!!! hehex.. then we left the school and when crossing across the track, there is a ball come rolling past our feets and i dunnoe y i shouted,"OOEI!".. so malu! the pple were looking at me.. and ty and jayen were laughing like mad..hahax..might someone one the bus.. then she dao us.. so sad.. hahax.. nvm..mabbe shy.. then we went hereen to take neos and shop.. the neos so nice! but not the neocard i took wif grace.. so nan kan! argh! nvm.. shall take again next time...

i sick liaox.. sore throat, slight fever, and also flu... argh.. feeling so sleepy though jux now slept for 2 hours.. hope i will go to school tml to watch the match...=D..kx.. buaix!~

2004-04-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

maths and lit over!! yesterday lit test i tink i almost cried lorx.. the passage is soooo sad! and they keep pointing a finger at the brother.. the brother is not ttally bad lorx! though i noe he really bad to have tortured his brother like tat! but the tchr jux dun accept wat i tot... i mean, this is our own thinking and lit is bout expressing ourself.. so sad!!! hahax.. kkx.. then today maths i tink quite ok.. but i minus alot liaox!! wanna mati le.. but hope i can get above 30 this time! i shall set a goal b4 every test now.. iand owrk hard towards it.. i not letting anyone look down on me or even me myself.. but it is super duper hard lorx! haix.. jia you=D

snr's match against phs!! phs soooo noisy and xy says she finally understand wat is noise pollution.. and this guy voice so deep and loud like microphone.. super irritating.. we lost lorx.. haix.. nvm, i tink they did very well and tried their best liaox!=D but i tink we shld have fbi next time.. and for the last match we lost mabbe cux one of the good players sprained her ankle.. so scary.. she stood up and fell, stood up and fell.. and everyone's morale went low.. nvm! jia you!=Di tink u all rox!

mabbe cux the heaven cries for us or wat but it was raining super big!! we were all drenched and the route to the bus stop was so long!and we were so scared tat we will be struck by lightning.. drenched meaning wet from head to toe.. evrywhere.. bad luck.. haix..

have been in a bad mood this few days.... kx! i mux cheer up! even if i fail every single subject and get kicked out does not mean the end of the world.. wat have to happen have to happen.. i mux fight to the end!=D

2004-04-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

no mood to blog.. haix.. i find tat i am so damn lan in everything! i am such a failure.. my results are like shit and my cca also... zzc call me to him and reminded me about my lan results in eng and maths and the problem wif eng is tat the tchr dun understand wat i write! i guess i SERIOUSLY have to change my handwriting.. cux she tinks it is a gramatical and spelling error when it is not!haix.. i dunnoe lahx.. i mux pass the next maths test! i mux get over 30! jia you! i mux pass! i mux! i can! i noe i can! volleyball.. haix.. my kai qiu is like.. my dig is like.. my set is like.. all crap.. i tried liaox lorx.. and all i get is comments like if u cannot catch then siam.. i noe it doesn't mean much but to me is a real sadness lorx.. cux i really wanna show tat i can do it.. i wanna be as good as others.. already so many months liaox and some sec ones are much better than me.. i will alwayx be at the bottom... i cannot hold responsibilities lorx.. i dun do anything properly...i alwayx slack around when everyone is busy.. i am jux a useless rag.. yuxi.. dun give up like this! jia you!!!stand up and prove tat u are capable!

2004-04-16T17:57:00.000+08:00

YAY!!i am in this good good mood cux we get into the FINALS!!~~yay~actually we din win the comp.. we won one set out of the three.. one of the sets we got 23-25!! it is soooo damn close!! but we still get into finals!! we won by 1/3 points or something!!!=D!!but the judge today dunnoe cok eyes or wat.. the ball haven go overnet then he tot have and they play 6 times lorx!!!suan le!! we get into finals!! jacq had this kiwi sweet and this junior keep eating it.. only when she is eating then we will win.. when stops, we stop scoring!! really lorx!! and so she keeps eating lorx.. and i was so worried tat she will get diabetics(dunnoe how to spell lahx) then she was like.. nvm.. have diabetics then have lorx! as long as we win!! so wei da!! hahax....kailin is so li hai!! her spiking is soooo bang!!! when she spikes, opponent alwayx cannot catch!! i am so envious!! she is my new idol!!=D

todae got frenship day thingy... so long and a bit zzz... then jia yun went on stage to give the small talk... hahax.. yay! we get first prize and everyone gets a small little packet of potato chips.. better than nothing lahx.. hehe... 3/10 put up a skit and i like the colour paper coming down!! so nice~whoa!!!zzc killled an ant lorx.. and lata carin they all went to write " the tombstone of the mai yi(ant) fen dead on 16/04/2004 at 8.29 am under the left foot of the MEAN zzc...R.I.P" and put at the notice board at the back of the class and said... "1 minute of silence for the poor little ant.."hahax.. ok..haix.. yest forget to bring science notes home.. i dunnoe how to study for science lorx.. very chem.. panicking then lx help me find notes.. thank him for that.. haix.. i tink me gonna fail my science test!! argh!! all crap!!!haix.. die liaox... dance i was rather pissed off by somebody lahx.. then forget the dance moves lorx.. and my whole body went like jelly.. but it was ok.. except that some of us forget some minor moves and that pei yi clashed wif somebody during interception.. the other classes did very well.. i tink we will not win lorx.. but nvm.. wining is not all that matters...before our dance zzc went outside the staff room at the balchony and screamed" er shi jia you!!"... hahax.. we were kinda shocked!! a man standing there wif his hands around his mouth alone screaming and shouting.. hahax..

hmmm.. i muz be attentive in class frm nowon!! and do my duties well.. i tink i have been slacking alot and misbehaving! but nvm.. jia you yuxi=D!!

2004-04-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

yeppie!geog test FINALLY over! =D.. i crapped damn lot.. and i dun even noe wat i am writing eventually.. i wrote out of point! gosh! i gonna fail this paper!!*sobx*... suan le.. jia you for science! yesh! tat is the yuxi spirit=D.. hehex...

yest went to senior comp against shu qun! i missed the toopid bus again! i am sho unlucky.. out of 2 times, i missed twice... actually i went earlier and saw 2 juniors then went to them to popular to buy some snacks.. come back everyone gone liaox.. mabbe our punishment for being greedy.. reached presby quite early actually.. comp haven start.. i miss my old house! presby is juz beside it and i miss it damn lot!! i dunnoe y but like u miss pple liddat.. my qin wif my old house is so shen..*sobz*..ne wayx,i can still move back mabbe like 1 yr lata? hope so... haix.. it is still my home and noe i am living in my house! okok.. get back to topic.. waited damn long then slack here and there when there is geog test!! my junior so yong gong.. still do hw there.. then comp start after super long lata.. first set we won quite easily=D! but second set so scary~~ it is like the score damn close.. so scared lorx!! my junior was screaming whole time and me too.. she was holding this little stuffed toy and strangling it like seow and giving it a bath(the sweat frm her hands).. then some presby boys came in to the hall... and they are ex cfps 6e peeps! though i dunoe their names.. and they are making so much noise and shaking this shaky bar in front of them.. and i turned to look at who was making so much noise and this toopid fren of theirs say," i tink that gal likes me cux she pretend to look at the score and look at me..."OMG! I WAS GALARING AT HIM! then this 6e guy was saying," i noe her lehx.. but she dunnoe me i tink.. she likes u ar? then jio her lahx.." -_-"gosh.. real despo.. ok.. back to the match.. haix! after a tough match, we lost... 20 to 25.. but nvm.. 3rd match.. it was also real freaky lorx! it is like mental game and i tink my heart stop lotsa time liaox.. but we still won! yay!! we rawk! and we have a high chance of going to semi liaox! yay~ jux the last match on friday.. against chong cheung.. we jux need to win one set even if we lost 2 then can go semi!!we can do it! we will win by 2-0..=D..seniors rox lorx.. they damn lihai.. so envious by the spikes!whoa!

k.. today...got the dance comp.. whoa! all the dances all very nice .. though the actions are simple but nice.. i like 2/6 one! so uniform and nice=D.. and my lao gong inside.. hahax.. she dance so pro! xy also.. 2/9 one very unique not like the rest hip hop.. theirs was ballet but i like the music .. i tink it is exceptional and will leave an impression on the judges.. 2'10ners jia you! we can do it! jux practise more!yepx.. we can win jux like we win the vietnam doll!(mrs chan said all the other classes din put in effort so have to choose us.. they can't even choose the 3rd prize..nvm.. we still won! all thanks to ah ji.. and she has to make a speech tml.. hahahax!)

pccg lesson very furnie.. we are blindfolded and have to hold on this raffia string.. the whole class lahx.. and have to make a shape w/o communicating.. lotsa of us din bring.. but i got lahx.. brought miaomiao.. damn tough and huimin, biqi, helen, xiao jun, me and some others started to do the class cheer and suddenly whole class doing.. haahx.. then we took out the blindfold that time everyone started to destroy the raffia string.. so furnie!!! and zzc was -_-"..hahax! we love raffia string!!

2004-04-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

today went to swiss cottage invest.. quite ok lahx.. but then horx abit diff from our school.. they only had passing on ..no performance and post invest activities...

whoa~ all the prefects from other schools like so damn friendly.. they tok alot..very outspoken.. i feel so ashamed of myself cuz i so shy.. hahax.. then lata they give out token of appreciation to schools tat came and we actually plan to let xi zhi go up since she is seniorr..hehe.. tat is why senior mux accompany us wat... but then they miss out our school and we were so damn shocked.. all the others turn around and ask why they din read our name.. so malu haha..then got refreshments and all the swiss cottage prefects all one by one came to apologize and they keep apologizing.. hahax.. so pai seh.. i feel sorry instead of them lorx.. like make them so anxious on their invest.. hahax.. then we had the tea for refreshment and i cannot open my creamer.. then the ri guy gave me his fren 's one and his fren had to go and take another one..so gentleman!! and xi zhi was like," liddat also can?" and she keep apologizing to them.. hahax.. but really so thankful even though i never finish the tea:x.. the swiss cottage prefects all very friendly and keep toking to us....whoa~ i feel so at home by their hospitality.. budden most of the prefects there all sec 3 and 4 then carin and i feel so out of place.. but nvm..

after everything had to go home then xi zhi and carin got their fathers to fetch cept me then i also dunoe how to go to mrt.. they wanted me to ask the ri guys to "escort" me home..-_-"... haha... then the jurong prefects came by and they ask them to bring me to mrt like i little kid.. heex... but the prefect very friendly.. and we talked all the way.. so nice!!:D.. i wanna go for invest liaox.. can meet so many ppple...whoa~

2004-04-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

yozzie!! so long no c and blog.. haiz.. today got heats lorx.. and we went tchs and u noe wat? finding a gal toilet is so damn difficult.. so many staff toilet and then cannot use.. actually huimin,andris, huang rong and i went into this staff toilet after analysing tat they have to put staff toilet cuz the students are boys then cannot go in.. then we locked the door also dunnnoe y.. this tchr came by and "scolded" us for locking the door and using the staff toilet..so scary.. we keep apologizing.. and finding another toilet is so nan.. haiz. but we did in an isolated corner.. and we found out their school compound is four times ours? so unfair:(.. juz the field alone is the size of our school.. zhong nan qing nu.. and there is so much open areas!!! and still got lake and scenery..haiz.. we did quite ok lahx.. i mean we tried liaox lorx.. and we already think that we juz treat it as a jian fei yun dong rite?:D.. haha.. but i felt really lifeless.. it is easier to loook then to run...i called my father to ask him to fetch me after tat and guess wat he said? " er... u wanna die liaox ar, then ermx.. juz sleep by the road side lorx.. so easy"so bad!! hmph.. i reached home like 8++ then got gastric and eat this huge bowl of bee hoon soup.. yummmy...

oh yar.... we got 2nd for travel fair!! yay!! bikineer rox... all the way man 210!! this is the second award we won besides the cleaness class award.. good start and omen.. and for cc camp.. i tink we shld we lorx.. and good work everyone!! we are the champion!!

nwf is back!!!! yay!! i hope he teaches us.. heard that nsa gonna retire soon!! that will be so.. i am so bad.. ok.. juz good luck for us.. and the new lit topic is so damn nice!! :D.. doodle which is wy wu du de.. hehe... dunnoe y everyone tinks that the brother is bad. but i tink he also very ke lian. i mean if i were him i would also be selfish.. but he still likes his brother alot mahx..:D.. we shld not pinpoint him and juz say it is completely his fault.. he also got gong liao one lehx! he let doodle walk even though it is for himself but he still taught doodle rite?:D.

2004-03-31T18:34:00.000+08:00

i got so much stuff to say!!! and now this soothing music is playing( dang ni) from veron's blog in another window!! i luuvvvvvvvv dang ni!! there is sooooooooo muuuuuuuccccccchhh memories in there.. i feel like crying liaox.. i dun wanna tink of them.. it only makes me sad.. it made me tink of the times we sang dang ni.. dang ni is our memory.. when i sing dang ni i can feel them there, giving me strength..

everyone feels tat they are hated.. i dunnoe why.. everyone tells me they tink some pple in the class are pissed wif them.. and ironically, i also feel that way.. they tink that leaders are chosen cuz of their popularity.. i dunnoe.. i feel like being a quiet little gal.. i juz cun seem to satisfy everyone.. i juz want peace,peace, peace and unity in the class, happiness, not bureaucracy but democracy.. some pple are juz so hypocrite.. they dun speak wat they tink but hurt u another way round...i feel tired.. tired.. tired of doing as wat others wish and satisfy everyone.. can we juz unite like other classes? 2/10 , our last yr liaox, i really cannot bear to leave everyone and so many pple wanna transfer.. if only we can give a little tolerance to one another, we help each other, everyone has faults, but if we juz bear wif it and look at the good points, wun we feel happier?:D

the cheer thingy i dunnoe if alot of pple really dun like it.. but to tink of it, will our class stay back for the cheer? everyone will be running away, and it has to be due by fri.. and tat time, jia yun will be the only one doing it...it is really tough thinking of the cheer.. i did not really do much.. but i could sense the toughness...i dunnoe but i juz hope everyone will understand.. it is not like wat u all tink, that we wanna take charge... i dun wanna interfere liaox.. it is really very xing ku.. haiz..

happier stuff lahx!!! haha.. ok.. tml april's fool!!! we tinking of tricking zzc.. since he so gullible.. haha.. :D..yay!! c the power of tennerx!!

2004-03-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

tired.tired.tired...too lazy to do anything.. hahax..had maths remedial yesterday and guess wat? i enjoyed it! there was only 2/10 pple and one 2/7.. the rest cook up some reasons and din turn up.. but it was nice! i mean.. not nice to be wif him! but.. i like it when everyone complete the ws together.. mabbe i also like the chapter.. haha.. the chapter now rocks completely!! really!! i really like it.. i enjoy maths more now.. i gonna put more effort and be attentive in class, i will clarify all my enquires immediately! i gonna be a good student!!:D..

on the mrt today saw this 50 sumthing couple frenching!! omg..so old liao.. really lorx:S... the woman was putting her hand on the man's hand.. i was like staring at her wif an open mouth and she saw but guess wat?!?!?! she kissed him even more!!! yuuuccclkkkss... pple can argue they still so romantice when they were already so old couple liaox.. but in the public??!?! alot of pple were looking too.. soo disgustiing.. once my mother and i went out and we saw couples touching here and there.. my mom told me dun be like them when i grow up.. like i will:S... haha.. so disgusting.. can do at home mahx.. why do it in public.. ok.. at least in private!! dun pollute our innocent and cute mind.. haha..

my aunt told me that there was a gal who was pregnant when she is 14 only( today's newspaper..).. then she had to abort it.. so ke lian! she will live in so much pain and lost her baby.. i mean like, only one wrong decision.. then me and my another aunt started toking bout jioing pple.. she said tat being jioed is not nice.. hehe.. she not married so i ask if she was jioed before then she said yar.. but all chou chou ones.. haiz! no wonder haven married cuz chioce so high! haha.. nvm.. dai ren shi xiao hai zi bu yao guan! hehe.. interested lorx.. then wanna noe if my father jioed my mom or the other way round.. she said of cuz yr father lahx! his this kinda face who will want( cept my mother).. hehe.. good point! she also said my mother got alot of suitors.. *raise eyebrows*... haha.. last time saw my father's diary then got alot of mushy stuff bout my mom.. din noe he liddat one.. hahaha.. say wat u are my sun, my stars,my hope, my life, without u, life will be meaningless...haha.. so poetic!

yay!! whole class become fen fen jia zhu liaox:D fen fen class!!! zzc is fei zhao fen(soap) cuz he sweat so much!!

[\tai bai fen/]=P

2004-03-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

another day has passed! ok lorx today.. mr ng tok bout the frog again.. hahax.. alwayx toking bout frogs.. then he very wat lorx.. he chopped a pay attention when my answer was at the other line..:S.. so pissed off.. haha.. tingyu even worse.. there was a pay attention when she never write," ans: blah blah.."..erm.. he i so..haha.. nvm..

then lit.. jalani is so freaky!! shaking his butt and doing all kinda of furnie actions haha! the new story is so sad lorx..bout the brother died.. haiz.. so sad.. wanna cry liaox..

ch culture slack again lrox. and jayen(lao mee fen lao da) dunnoe why keep laughing at all the scenes in the show... still say the character looks like tai bai fen..:(pw muz give out lotsa surveys to different schools.. quite a problem.. haiz! hcl we were toking bout whether gals shld go to army, then ty said," this will decrease our fertility years..."yay!! tingyu go!! good point.. haha.. zzc was .... haha..

yay!! 13 pple in fen fen jia zhu.. more and more.. and kq said later whole class also fen fen jia ren!! yay~~ liddat then will bond the class... i tot of zzc also one of us.. he is fei zhao fen..(soap) cuz he alwayx so sweaty and needa bathe wif soap! haha..

2004-03-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

hihi~ i have been stressed for the past few days , lotsa hw until wanna die.. haiz..only today got time then can blog..

today got eng brochure thingy.. i feel so sorry for audrey.. like i never help at all and she is alwayx piaing..so sad.. sorry and thanks audrey!! even though we never win cuz not enough time, i tink it is a job well done:D!~bikineer land very li hai lorx! i think the idea very good.. can attract alot of pervert pple.. ( i also voted for them) haha...

geog we managed to crap last minute.. she wasn't very pleased and wants more next lesson, but nvm!! jia you pple!! save the earth!!

yay!! i will be doing the eating in class proposal, for proposing to eat in class lahx.. then i will not get so tired reminding the class liaox..

geog test not very good not very bad but satisfied liaox lor!! i mean like, i juz came back and there is the test.. mabbe aeroplane gimme luck!!! alot of pple did very well!!! like wen yan and stufff..

i try very hard not to gossip bout her.. but she keeps complaining bout the sitting arrangement.. i mean like, if we change cuz of her, she like very xiao jie.. pls lorx, everyone is bearing wif it...and she is damn displease wif the pple sitting round her..mabe she should try to accept pple in the class...

yay!! jayen and jia yun made the fen fen family and fen fen means chicken butt.. i am fen fen no 7 which is tai bai fen!!( corn flour..).. fen fen rox!!:D

2004-03-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

~tml got school!!~sobz~ nvm..anywayx, decided to change layout lorx.. took so damn long trying everything.. then decided to use aud's one then modify.. sorry.. hope u dun mind.. but the sheep so cute!! hehe.. ok lahx

last wed went to orchard wif biqi, carin and nicole.. so sad.. shld be 6 of us then only 4 of us left.. actually wanna watch haunted mansion but biqi and i wanna watch aciacia tree.. (dunnoe how to spell it)so scary!!!they gave in in the end so went to watch mahx!! so freaky!!! carin and nicole almost killed! me after the show lorx.. the sound effect is so:S.. the story line so damn complicated...but it was nice besides it being scary...shall not tok bout the storyline later not interesting liaox.. hahaz..watch lahx!! i wanna watch my girl!! too bad only thurs have.. took neos TWICE!! spend alot of$$ .. bought hui min's pressie also:D.. nice nice!! then i also buy two ear rings.. ok lahx.. my taste.. haha

she called me yesterday lorx.. den like very stressed liddat.. i tink she really is.. then she cry n says she feel very lonely, wif no one to tok to and like very deserted.. her parents also dun care bout her and she is very glad that i remembered her.. stuff liddat.. haiz.. dunnoe lorx.. mabbe we also hu lei her.. but she.. haiz.. no one likes to get near her.. anywayz, wanna watch tv liaox.. ~buaiz

2004-03-13T12:04:00.000+08:00

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The quality that most appeals to you:	Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:	Scream for help
Your hidden talent is:	Discrimination
Your gift is:	Genius
In groups, you:	Act as host/ess
Your best quality is:	Your sense of humour
Your weakness is:	Your antisocial nature

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2004-03-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

camp rox!!=)totally~ hmmm.. but i still prefer to be wif my class....first day went for rock climbing.. so fun!!! seem to be very high but when u climb, u can reach very fast.. it is kinda slippery when u come down.. so i am like trapped there.. hehe.. i injured myself abit lorz.. but nvm! abseiling is so shiok!! starting tat time very scary, the person before me refused to go down.. really lorz.. like yr heart dropping.. but really very shuang as u get down.. waited for the toopid bus for so long!! but we cheered while waiting... i luv the instructors!! so nice~~~ying ying is great lor!! section A totally rox! so enthu... high elements is ok lah.. i tried the bridge!! so shaky! then shai(shy) taught us cheers and told us bout eddie!! he said sect c and d very happening n we muz fight back!!! yay~~ the cheers all very furnie and fun! shai rox!!tat nite, eddie and shai like fighting like seow lorz.. and sect a+b(ABBA!) against sect c+d(mp3..)ABBA ROX!we were shai supporters and c+D were eddie's supporters!! then we went for the nite tour.. freaky! glen was telling us to be careful and not tease the dark cuz unexpected and unexplainable stuff alwayz happen... we were all guessing wat will happen.. and he told us a story bout one of the camp @sentosa wif this missing boy wif only his watch found...the story is not completed... anywayz, we were blindfolded and taken to a maze by the tchrs and instructors... when we took off the blindfold, we saw this big big pillar, wif balloons writing," will u marry me..." it is kinda scary and we all form two straight lines and anyhow try to get out.. we were the 1st!! we were then told tat the balloons are actually nothing lorz... dunnoe which toopid person went to propose to his gf there and forgot to take off his props.. haha..we stayed in chalet that nite!! so damn cold!! the aircon kept blowing at me.. i was sleeping in the sleeping bag on the floor wif shorts and freezing there!!

day two, we went for low elements.. quite fun lah!! i like the high wall and we were suppose to pull as many pple across.. i was one of those who were pulled across and it was scary!!! some pple pull me by my arms, some by my legs.. haha.. but it was fun!then we had the "new age gal" dance! shai and eddie were so furnie!! so fun!! i love the dance.. interesting! we din get to have water activities!! idiotic!!! they said it was fun!!! toopid rain!! and we stayed in the tentiage area for so long... boring lorz.. but then we also had to plan for the nanyang idol.. met a few disagreements and unhappiness.. but nvm! we still put up quite a good show:D!ying 2 rox!!then the instructors were teaching us a cheer for fayme while he was away.. we pretended to be doing hokey pokey and chased him away saying tat we are doing some sexy pose and guys cannot be there.. hehe.. nanyang idol was nice! i mean, everyone put up a great show!shai so li hai!! he sang a chinese song when he is a malay?!! surprise nite is the best!! we get to get into our classes for one nite!! yay~~~ i miss 2/10... but we did a great job even though we din win! tennerx rawk!!in the post mortem, zzc was briefing us at the tentiage where 2/2 was there too.. wif w xxx... and they started singing the irritating song and wanna change tchr wif us... first time see w xxx like so enthu liddat.. still shake his butt.. haha... zzc and w xxx was like putting up some furnie show.. hehe.. later had cheerleading session!! so much mud around... not really in the mood to cheer but still did!! nysc batch 10 rox!! ok.. everything rox!we slept in the tents tat day.. ok lah... but i tink it was a better sleep lorz.... mabbe cuz i too tired...

last day we had debrief and stuff.... eddie and shai having tat war again.. haha.. but they finally declared tat they are actually best of frenz..had prize presentation.. we din win anything, but nvm, we still rox!:D last part so touching.. ying ying went round to hug us... and we sang"my love" together... i will miss the instructors! they so nice!*sobz*

i miss camp already! i miss the instructors and everything.. but over liao.. haiz..

2004-03-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

raining damn hardd!!!singapore flooded summore! we are gonna sleep wif earthworms during lsc!!juiceee earthworms:D!!!shucks!!! i haven finish my flash!!! hope tml got time!!! i haven even pack!!!die die die! heck care lah.. let me panick the last minute!

today got cca.. fun lorz.. esp the game part! we won~:D ok lah.. so damn freaky lor.. we ended quite late and then i gonna miss feng shen bang! so i juz hurried and juz took the newton mrt..then believe it? the mrt stopped 3 times! omg... scary! then after changing mrt, the mrt again stopped 3 times!! :S.. argh! fen ming want me to miss feng shen bang.. nvm.. then took bus.. damn crowded.. have to walk through the dark dark lane and sooooo deserted.. so many indian boys! i so scared.. then glare at everyone around.. then saw this indian man alone.. almost ran lor.. juz walk and walk and dash into the lift and press" close".... fReAkY

~aPplE rOx

2004-03-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

today din really accomplish lotsa hw... still left math and art and ite!! i dunoe wat to do.. the trial needs such a big space.. i guess i will have to finish it in school on monday or wat.. haiz!! mabe before cca...

watch lotr.. my aunt borrowed it from her fren... i muz admit that it is nice lorz.. although i still tink hp is better...:p... but it is nice though.. though i dun really understand.. quite confusing lor.. but we juz blind our way thru.. haven really finish it then muz go for lesson liao.. so sad..

lesson is ok today..we have to fa yan for the taiwan trip.. i dunoe wat i say.. all crap.. hehe..i told weici jie jie bout the green ping pong ball joke... hehe.. she was kinda pissed.. hehe.. and i told the tchr also.. he was like," is tat testing my iq or patience?" and say i very notti... haha.. but when i was going home, it is like we keep reciting," i wanna green ping pong ball!" dad's fren fetch me home.. i dunnoe lor.. we got kinda lost.. i very bu shuo wif this area..

my cousin scored 3 As for A levels! so li hai.. surely can get into uni.. =) it is in the genes! jk lah.. i not so clever.. he topped the jc last time leh! ok lah.. though it wasn't a very gd jc but afterall, he did top...my the other cousin also score quite well.. better than the first.. yay~ our family all clever peeps.. :p... haha.. i tink my skin too thick.. no wonder look so flabby there...

tml going nicole house for the brochure.. tink it will be fun;)

~apple rox

2004-03-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

yay~~~ tests all over!!! yesterday's geog still ok lahz.. though the mcq kinda difficult... the math today is still ok.. at least i understand but i will not do tat well i tink.. heck care!! i gonna enjoy tis week..shiok! but sho much hw.. like seow.. mabbe is accumulated work.. nottie me!!anywayz,
went to hereen today wif biqi, jia yun, jayen, nicole and hui min after school! so fun!!take neos and so nice lorz.. first one we took the pic very nice! but come out very small and the printing not good at all.. but the second one pic not nice printing nice.. haha.. guai! spend got alot of $$ and i bought the
nice nice wallet liaoz:D..nice! i tink very fun liddat lorz... gonna get addicted to neos:D..

i personally tink today very unlucky lorx..first, got math remedial and was informed last minute... then very scared cuz we already plan to go hereen but luckily juz have to finish the ws can liao..then alot of pple help me:D.. so thankful! qie qie... i have such nice frenz!then later mr ng gave my ws all 0 cuz he say
i am late.. but i already told him i went taiwan... he say muz write reason and put in his pigeon hole... haiz... after tat got false alarm tat i lost my geog file but actually aud took it and carin forget... luckily dou..eng also very displease and "quarrelled" abit... wif the pple behind also... i tink actually we really communicate
thru fighting.. haha.. really lorz.. mabbe also cuz i too stubborn and wun give in... but i tink more and more pple not shuang wif me.. why is sec school lidat lorz.. not like pri school so simple.. u have to tink of other's feelings before everything.. tink of wat they tink, hope they will not bu shuang... i dunnoe lroz.. sumtimes i abit
pissed also.. i mean.. why muz i alwayz liddat.. i dun tink tat is the real me.. i alwayz live in the whole of others, caring of my image in others.. i am so self centered... why muz i be so bothered? i juz do wat is rite.. but i juz can't do it.. i am very self conscious.. i feel tat everyone is pointing a finger at me.. and giving me
hints tat they not happy wif me one way or another.. mabbe i am so difficult to get along.. today get back chinese compo test... " wo de xin shi"...zzc mentioned tat i wrote bout more personal stuff and if i dun mind can let others c.. then hui min wanna read it.. i reluctantly agreed.. after tat, nicole also want.. again, i agree..
but then she wanna read also.. cannot! i mean.. got some sensitive stuff there.. i really dunnoe.. if only i knew tat, i will not have wrote real stuff.. i feel very sad lorz.. i was like er... she kinda got the hint and said," ok lorz, nvm"...but she was angry... i knew.. nicole also said so.. sometimes i feel very argh! but actually,
i need to symphathize wif her.. i am much more fortunate..

i really dunnoe wat to say.. i mean like, wateva i do, someone is ought to not to be pleased... they juz dun like it.. wat can i do? i am me, me...mabbe i did something wrong.. do i need to change? i am really confused lorz.. life is really tough.. guessing wat others want, want u want others to tink of u.. sometimes i really wanna cry
i feel so confuse.. mabbe i shld juz keep to my own business and juz do my part.. i shld not tink so much and be a toopid kpo...

~apple rox

2004-03-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

argh!! i accidentally deleted the whole entry.. suan le.. start over..

sorry hor.. today very hot tempered.. i guess i also very unreasonable to u.. u are also very stressed up lorz.. i tot i am only one.. i am so self centered.. haiz.. i really feel like crying liao lorz.. until i drop some tears during drama lesson but was cheered up by the furnie lesson.. hehe..sorry kz?

today got the fire drill.. sec 2s very notti lorz.. make so much noise.. at first pple tot it is real fire.. cuz like c tchrs running wif extinguishers...(fake one lah) then everyone is like more of happy to miss lesson.. haha.... notti!! briefing for the lifeskills camp also held today.. yay~~ same grp as audrey.. at least got pple same as me..but i dun tink we will be the same chalet.. mr gary tang was scaring us wif the story bout the woman who died in the chalet.. freaky~ it gross us out.. but i tink the school wun let us stay in this type of rooms will they?i wanna have it together!! why not let us stay as a class... but luckily still got some times when we are all together...;). the class tee is so cute! haha...tis camp sounds tough.. hope i wil be ok..so angry!! miss 2 170s.. like the bus juz went w/o stopping and it is not full at all..then lx sms saying tat he saw me.. but i din.. weird.. perhaps i am juz too angry at the toopid bus:p..

from veron's blog:[I had a startling discovery today. It was realli shocking. WY saed that sb told her that nsa IS a house tutor and lives in the boarding school. no family. no own house. Suddenly felt very sad for him, if it was true, we would have been treating him horribly. So i decided to make an effort to pay attn to his lesson todae. And realised that i couldn't so i changed my method of concentrating. It finally worked.. after taxing my imagination fer lyk 1 hr. BUT IT WORKED!!! i decided to employ the same method fer the rest of the year. YEAH!]

i feel so bad lor!! i have alwayz like tok behind his back, being defiant and even criticise his teaching methods!! he so ke lian actually and i still liddat.. poor thing.. living on his own.. mabbe the porblem lies wif me, not him! i muz be more attentive like veron.. jia you ba!!!

~aPpLe rOx

2004-03-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

heez~~ i am back!! so gan dong.. so many pple miss me..haha.. ok lah.. i tell you all!! the school rox lorz! i really wanna go liao.. sorry lah.. i also miss you all.. really lorz... but it is too attractive.. last stressful than so fun.. got gardening also.. we went to catch worms.. green green slimy one.. though very gross but we all dared to use our hands to catch in the end... hehe..fun lor.. then saw my sis.. her tchr happen to teach me also told me that about one month ago my sis already start asking when i will be going over.. then they help to clean our beds and she keep asking where i was sleeping and wanna clean my bed... so touched*sobz*...then she also ask the tchr why i will be sitting during meals and i happen to be sitting beside the tchr.. when my sis knew, she like so damn happy lorz.. then she came to visit me every meal.. only during meal times we get to c each other... both my sis and yuxuan alwayz purposely walk across and back the rooom to get my attention.. then the principal very furnie.. say they dunnoe why keep walking like they love walking.. haha...i really feel like crying whenever i c my sis lorz.. like she juz came and look at me without talking and keep smiling then she satisfied liao.. she keep telling me that " jie jie, you muz get in kz?"... haiz.. so touched lorz... i feel so sad.. i really miss them lorz.. zi hui changed alot... she reborned her hair and look more energetic.. hehe.. and cute too.. the tchrs say i look like her..singapore face.. haha...alot of pple in the school like noe me liao lorz.. whenever they look at my name tag, i can hear them whispering," it is yuxi leh.."... then alot of strangers call my name and wave.. then i wave back lorz.. hehe..

today got chinese compo test.. "wo de xin shi..." quite sad lorz... write alot of stuff.. before that got some ling gan.. haha... anyway, gtg liaoz.. alot of maths to pia!!die die liao.. heard tat geog also damn hard.. alot not in tb.. haiz.. study...

~aPpLe rOx

2004-02-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

yoz!!!hehe... my com hao le... then decided to open blog again cuz too many stuff wanna say.. really lor... after 2 days i will be going ti yan ying!!! so excited... but i going bonkers... come back got maths and geog test... gonna die.. how to survive... today i have to pia all the hw which pple juz need to finish by friday.. haiz.. no choice.. have to fu chu... at least i can skip the science test which i am completely gong.. such a disgusting topic!!! i feel like puking every lesson.. the abortion sucks..even andris cried... haiz.. hehe..

haiz... i dunnoe wat is happening to 2/10 lorz.. no longer the nice 1/10... though in 1/10 we also not bonded, but at least much better than now.... now like everyone going against each other.. i dunnoe lorz.. got this arguement about the popular and not popular grp.. argh!!!! hmm.. this sounds very serious... i hope2/10 will unite... tennerz! jia you!!! i tink the main problem is the outspoken pple are too outspoken... then like too many heads... some not their business they go and do....(did i sound very crude? ) sorry... mabbe i am also one of them... haiz... i shld try not to be so kpo from no on.. i tink i become more talkative in class in sec 2... keep talking... i hate it...i will try to get back the old 1/10 gal... quiet and shy.. haiz.. mabbe... i dunnoe... then alot of pple tink i become councillor then dun care about the class or sumting.. i try not to tok about council liao lor... haiz!!! 2/10!!!! i am confused...i also somewat heard pple saying tat i keep saying i wanna go taiwan like wanna gain attention... i tink i too enthu liao.. i am sorry... sorry to those i offended... i will try... but i really wannna go.. mabbe i shld not live in others world... why muz i care bout wat others think? i dunnoe.. mabbe that is too selfish.. haiz... life is tough.. jIa yOu!!^('o')^